• Wednesday, December 03, 2008
    1:02:17 AM I Am The one


    Just take my word, I'll be waitng for you when you get back from your trip wearing a nice suit. What I will say to you is "take my hand". Then I say "please baby try to forgive me and all I've done wrong". I will make you happy and never hurt you again. Those words are oh so very true, and since you say you care about me the most. I hope you see I will never hurt you again, not because we won't be together, but because we will be and I care now more than ever, and this break got me to realize I can trust you and love you for who you are, no matter how you are.


    Please feel free to talk to me about anything. I'll say this now. . . . I love you and I'm here for you. I love you with every beat of my heart. Don't forget that. You will never find a love as true as mine. My love and trust grew so much more for you. Listen to my heart baby. I AM THE ONE!! I know your afraid, but take my hand and you will feel a relief of a different me, and I will guide you through anything. I am as you used to say baby boy, Well I am now your perfect man. Together we will be happy again. So just take my hand and trust me as I trust you now.


    I am reaching out to you as we both fall deep into darkness yelling your name. I then yell I am here and I will break your fall. I would do anything for you now. We are the ones made for each other. I knew it from our very first kiss, and I am willing to take anything that comes my way to protect you. Just take my hand, and take my heart. I know we had problems we both regret, but I regret the most. I learned from my mistakes. I want to be your one, and I know you miss the old me. I do too. Well guess what I'm back baby and here to stay no matter what happens when we are together, I will always be calm.


    I will always hold your head up high for you when you feel like you can't do it anymore. But you can never doubt our love we shared and can and will share. I will wipe away any tears that you cry. I will then kiss you softly with all my love and say " everything is alright baby I am here now and here to stay". I will run to you from anywhere in the world just so I can hold you and tell you it's ok. I am now the old me, if not better. I can never dare to hurt you again, and I never will. I have faith in you to say yes, even if you dont really want to or mean it.


    Try it, I will guide you. I now know what to do and what never to say or do. I am the one who will run, jump, even swim to you even though I don't know how to swim. All you got to do is take my hand just this once and trust me. We will jump together and watch all our troubles fly by us as we fall into a new world of love. I am the one you can count on when things get rough. When you need me just say my name and I'll come to you no matter where you are. I am the one who loves you and cares so much about you. No-one and I mean no-one will ever care as much as I do for you.


    Just take my hand and heart baby, and trust me this once more time. Here is where the story starts. . .


    (Joe's vioce)Baby?. . . (Joe's vioce)Baby?. .(Gwendolyn wakes up.) Look out in far in front of you. So you do. yes it's me baby, come to me I have something to show you. So you go to me. Now I look at you in the eyes and say"take my hand baby". So you do. I then tell you to look down hoping you would notice the cliff. You do look down and you do notice it. You then look at me in terror. I approach you and ask for you to take my hand one more time. It took a minute but you did. Then we turn to face each other. I ask if you can trust me and take my other hand. You look at me with tears in your eyes and say "I don't know". I then say "I know it's hard baby but just this once take my hand and trust me". You hesitated but you took my other hand, and I asked "baby can you trust me?"


    You then look down and say i can try. I tell you that i understand why your afraid. but please baby have no fear, I am here now. I then inform you that we are going to jump on the count of three so dont let go. You start getting this look of terror in your face. I turn towards you and kiss you softly and ask "would it be better if we count together?" You say yes. So we counted. . . ONE!. . . TWO. . . (knees are bent now your trembling in fear). . . THREE! We jumped. On the way down you started screaming I'm afraid I don't know if I can continue. I say back "yes baby you can continue, I am the one who will break your fall". Your still screaming I'm scared that this will hurt. I then say babe trust me I am here. You start to lessen your grip, I ask baby what are you doing? You tell me that this is going to hurt, you keep saying it over and over again.


    Tears start to gather in my eyes as i looked at how afraid i had just made you. I then say "babe take my hand, don't let go trust me it wont hurt. If you let go it will hurt, don't let go". So you took my hand, I then held your body close to mine. I can feel your heart poundiing out of your chest. But at the same time you feel mine and it beats gentle and calm. You then look at me and i say trust me, you smiled and nodded. we can see the ground coming. . faster. . . faster and even more faster. Right before we are about to hit, you tense up and hold me closer than ever and we stop. We looked down, it was about a foot left of a drop. So I step down, look up and say "I am the one who will break your fall, and I did. I am the one who you can run to when things are rough, and you did. I am the one who will chase away your fears. . . ". So this i ask of you. . Babe? if you trust me, take my hand, you did. Then I continued " I am the one who will chase away your fears," Be quiet you interupted. . you looked at me and stepped down along by my side and said "you are the one who can Chase away the fears, and you did". We are now in a new world of love.


    We then got lost in each others eyes. We kissed softly and full of new amounts of love, holding each other kissing. A circle of light formed around us as we started to dance. For once in a life time the whole world revolved around us at this very moment. Then we lived happily ever after.. . . . . . . . . but thats not all.


    These are words from your heart and mine put together. We love each other till the end. . . . . . but even thats not enough to stop our love.