Read and You'll Understand

• Artist: blessthefate483
• Description: just something that i wrote
  im kinda going emo slowly
  not cutting myself
  but very like... emo without the physical pain but all of the emotional
• Date: 12/18/2008
• Tags: read youll understand

You ask:
Why do you act this way?
Why do you cry so many tears?
Why do you cut so often?
Why do you not talk?
Why are you here?
I answer:
I act this way because it brings my relief,
Relief of the pain you, YOU, caused me,
Relief of the pain of the scars.
I cry so many tears because i'm afraid that if i don't i will blow,
I will explode.
I cry to relieve myself without letting it out in the open.
I cut so often to rid myself of the blood the pulses through my veins,
Because it is boling, it is curdling
I cut so often as a watered down version of suicide
I do not talk because if i did no one would appreciate the rare moments when I DO speak.
I do not speak because no one listens, and when someone does they rarely understand.
So why speak?
I am here to be a cry for the lost and wounded soul.
I am here to show people the effect love can have on a heart.
I am here to show you, YOU, that you are going to be the death of me.
I am here because I am too scared to kill myself before you do.

Do you understand now?
If so then i can go.
Try not to miss me.
Or rather I'LL try not miss YOU

Comments

[Queenchaka]

sometimes you think no one listens, but you just don't know that you're never alone. that you're always loved and that God is there. Well written girlie, but try and put some happy thoughts next time. It is harder to write about happiness, I speak from experience.

[Luna_luna8]

wow. such powerful words. i can feel all the emotions and sadness. i like it 5/5