• IS DIS RITE DAT IM HERE?I FEEL LIKE IM A TOY 4 PEOPLE TO GET ALL THERE ANGER OUT ALL ON ME AND ALL THERE PAIN.MAYB DATS Y GOD SENT ME HERE SO I CAN B USED AND NOT LOVED AT ALL.THERES TIMES IN MY LIFE WHERE IM IN LOVE BUT DEN I GET USED JUST SO SUM1 CAN B HAPPY BUT NO 1 CARES IF IM HAPPY OR NOT.NO 1 THINKS BOUT MI WUT WULD HAPPEN 2 ME. WUT IF I DIED RITE NOW AFTER I WRITE DIS WILL N E 1 MEMBER ME WILL N E 1 NOTICE IM GONE?CUZ I FEEL DAT WAY ALOT.I GUESS I DNT UNDERSTAND LIFE N E MORE OR SUMTHIN.OR SUM1 ISNT TELLIN ME DAT NO 1 CARES BOUT MI N E MORE.IF SUM1 DOESNT WANT ME IN LIFE N E MORE I WULD WANA KNO SO I CAN DEAL WIT IT AND JUST DO WUT THEY WANT ME 2 DO.....WHICH IS PROBABLY B KILLED.NO 1 HAS SAID DAT TO ME EVER ONLY 2 PPL IN MY LIFE AND I TRYED 2 WHEN THEY TOLD ME BUT SUMTHIN ALWAYS HAS TO GO WRONG.Y CANT PPL JUST LET ME DO WUT WILL MAKE EVERY1 B HAPPY I CAUSE EVERYTHING I GUESS.I CRY AT NITES FOR 4GIVNESS SO THAT N E THING THAT IVE DONE BAD TO GO AWAY I PRAY TO GOD AND HE JUST IGNORES MY CRYS FOR LIFE AND LOVE. IF HE DOESNT ANSWER MY CALLS OF HELP DEN Y IM HERE RITE NOW? I SHLDNT B ALIVE RITE NOW I DNT EVEN WANA B ALIVE N E MORE IVE TAKIN TO MUCH PAIN FROM PPL AND CANT TAKE N E MORE.SOON IMA B RESTING IN PEACE NOT NOW BUT SOON.