• What did i do to deserve this pain
    was it all just for ur own gain
    now u sit there u are the cause
    of the scars and all the gause
    why do i do this i ask myself
    for the 1 I loved is the answer itself
    i see u there as u laugh at me
    I show u things u werent ment to see
    i tell u that its all ur fault
    feeling the warm drips of salt
    but somethings wrong with the face so well known
    and for some reason i am forlorn
    i watch as ur eyes fill with tears
    reveleing with them all my fears
    how could i say that
    now i cant take it back
    he looks at me sadly
    and i feel so badly
    i look at him
    as he lookks at me
    then unable to take it
    i pull on my jacket
    and run as far as ican
    i stop all to quickly
    looking quite sickly
    i drag the knife across my wrist
    the bood ooses out
    and i cant help but shout
    as he runs up to me
    i look in his eyes
    the same that have cried
    and say the last words i will ever speak
    how i love u dear 1
    and even if i cut
    its not ur fault
    and never was
    and he pulls me in gently
    as i cry sofly
    and i die there in his lap
    but my last minutes were spent with the one
    who i most definitly love
    and my dear friend
    isnt that the best death in the end