• some friends say
    "oh your so nice"
    but you say
    "your a b***h"
    but which one is the good one
    the first one
    underneath the veil the hatred proutrouds
    but behind your veil
    i only saw care
    i looked for something more
    something concieted
    but i couldnt find it

    the first one
    with the lookes of kindness
    but when the times got tough
    they left
    but you stayed
    why ill never know
    things got tough
    i thought youde say " i can not deal with you im going"
    but you didnt you stayed
    the tougher times got
    the harder you tried to stay
    every time i wanted to stop my heart and end it all
    you made me start
    you forced it to beat

    whether i wanted it too or not
    now instead of trying to stop its beat
    im reviving it
    giving back its life
    putting back the warmth
    that has laid dorment for so long
    is now bursting through
    and back to life again
    never to stop or become dorment again
    you saved it
    you saved the very thing i wanted dead

    i still wish you hadnt for my sake
    and for your own