• you sit
    i talk
    you leave
    i nod
    i feel invisible
    as you walk off
    into the night
    walking away from me
    we have been friends forever
    what happened today?
    you have never done that before
    you leave me out again
    why are you doing this to me?
    am i still your friend?
    you push me aside and chase yours friends
    then you ask me to buy you a pop
    forget it know way
    you just broke my heart!
    why can't you see what you are doing
    the hurt i feel inside
    i mask it over with a happy smile
    but im still dying inside!
    help me stop fading
    fading from the earth
    you stab me
    and you don't come back
    i should cry right now
    but i hold back the tears and fight for life
    i don't want to fade for good
    you look at me from across the grounds
    and i give alittle shrug
    you walk to me and say whats wrong?
    but i just walk away
    you watch me from where you stand.
    I turn around the fence
    you walk after me
    but quit
    why can't you see?
    you hurt me in a way no guy has hurt me before
    i can't go back theres no way passed that closing door
    you shut me out i tried to fight
    but still you didn't see
    i was standing on that step begging and pleading
    you shut me away left in the cold
    away from the light
    i might as well stay hidden in dark then face what light can bring
    i sit at home and watch some toons
    but man that doesn't help
    i go from door to door of friends
    but they too shut me out!
    so what will my sorry life bring to me
    no love
    no care
    nobody for me
    so what else is there here?
    should i fade forever?
    should i just be gone?
    but then something reaches for me
    a light a bug a face?
    its soothing and sweet
    i just can't resist!
    you pull up into your arms
    infront of everyone
    and tell me not to walk alone
    because you are the one
    i give deep gray sad smile and kiss his cheek softly
    but he closed me out again
    and now i don't feel too sorry