• As I close my eyes
    A horror movie plays in my mind
    The picture of you
    Shouting that we're through
    Tears that stung my eyes
    As you told your stupid lies
    About why you didn't meet me
    Last night

    As I walk down this alley,
    The movie still plays so clearly
    Tears dribble down my face
    As I think about the "without you" days
    Pain bubbling in my heart like toxic waste

    The movie is killing me
    I can't stand this pain anymore
    I've never felt this way before
    I pull out my knife
    Thinking, I hope you miss me
    And plunge that knife into my chest

    You don't even notice the blood
    Now spreading down my front
    My consciousness slips
    And then, I fall.