Dead At 30

• Artist: Slice of Oppai
• Description: Originally I chose this title because I told myself if I was single by the time I was 30 I was going to kill myself. But that's stupid. =P (I wrote this over 10 years ago.)
• Date: 07/19/2008
• Tags: suicide depression outcast darkness

Dead At 30

I live my life as I choose,
I don't listen to all the fools.
Slowly I become sick of life,
Soon I will slit my throat with a knife.
Gradually over time my pain grows stronger,
I then discover I don't want to live much longer.
The way I act is because of the way people treat me,
I wish someone would take a club and just ******** beat me.
All of my life I have been an outcast,
All of my life I have been just a piece of trash.
The darkness is where I hang,
I only come out at night or when it rains.
I don't give a ******** about what people think,
Soon I shall reach the brink.
Day after day I grow more insane,
Bash my head in and damage my brain.

Comments

[2good2beforgoten]

umm wow, that is really deep, yet concerns me...
You have a certain style about your writing that I like smile
Dont ever give up on life, just because it seems against you, even if this was ten years ago smile

[Aokilin]

interesting....

[indie rock loves MM]

i like it

[a-d-m-i-n1035]

i liked it. i tell myself that im never going 2 get a boy friend. ......i think thats gunna turn out 2 b true... (0)_(0) i still like it. 5/5

[Edward the Beloved]

Ugh.. this is very... sulky I guess. I understand this feeling, and I hate it. I think it's rather... a bit... much to actually share it though. And I think it's wrong to blame everyone else for how you act. x3 This is a good poem though, I can't say it's bad. It's overall quality is good.