• As I walk outside every morning
    It’s always cloudy, the rain is pouring
    As I lay down at night time,
    I find myself crying
    Over you
    When you left me, you hurt me
    Did you even ever hear me scream?
    I find my body going numb
    As I look through our old photo albums.
    I thought you loved me
    Have your memories all gone blurry?
    If you loved us so much, why’d you go?
    Forcing as all to face hell alone
    All these years pass on by
    Yet not another goes by
    That I don’t miss you
    Do you ever miss us, too?
    Momma’s a wreck, a total mess
    She’s obsessed and under so much stress
    Waiting for you to call her back
    Sitting in a chair having old flashbacks.
    Sister’s passed away 2 years ago
    Trying to be brave like you used to show
    She thought she strong, thought she was tough
    Now I now, it was a hazardous bluff
    Everyone’s all gone now,
    Trying to swim so I don’t drown
    Life’s gone over my head,
    Come save me before I’m dead
    Daddy, please come back to me
    Without you I feel so empty
    Yes, my opinions to you sound absurd
    But actions speak louder than words
    Yes, I’m just a girl, I know
    But have you realized you don’t love us as much as you think you’ve shown
    I still love you father,
    Even if you don’t stay sober
    I’ll still love you anyway
    Even if you were to beat me black and gray
    I’ll love you more each passing day
    Even if you were to decide to leave me again and fly far away
    Nothing you’ve done has made me hate you,
    And nothing will ever make me feel any other way about you