• God,has plans for all of us
    i heard he makes them before were born
    but i can't help but wonder can we change these plans that
    God has layed out for us....
    i mean if we do is that bad or does it even matter
    and if it does matter what happens what would happen if we
    change the plans that God has made
    and what if we screw up,we stop going to church,we stop reading
    the BIBLE but we still pray
    what happens then....
    does it all change,does it make everything go wrong
    i know God loves all no matter what....
    but people still go to hell and i guess what i'm getting at is,i'm scared,
    i'm truely scared that somewhere in life i'm gona screw up and my chance
    at enteral happiness,of going to Heaven will all fade away,and i don't know
    what to do anymore....
    it's like i keep screwing up and i keep doing things and saying things
    that i'm not proud of
    i know i haven't screwed up big time and done anything bad
    but i don't know
    i'm just scared that i'm gonna lose my golden opertanty to go to
    Heaven.