• *mom look!* I heard my little sister yelled. My mom came to a dead stop. may is only 5 years old and annoying ill tell you!
    *what!* my mom said scared.
    *the heart shaped cloud!!* she yelled again. damn was she annoying.
    *god dammit may you scared the s**t out of me!*she said going on down the road. i sat there and laughed.
    *god may would you shut up!* i yelled back at her because she was singing and rele she is not that good and she is obnoxious with it.
    *o.my.god! would you both shut the hell up! we r almost here! and if i here one more fight or one more pout i will wip both of your asses!* my mom yelled at both of us.
    i mumbled*only if she was human.*
    *uhh excuse me little missy what did you just say?*my mom said to me scaring me with her wide open eyes that look like daggers when sh eis staring right at you.
    *nothing* i said
    *we r here.* my mom said with hesitation.
    *yayayayayayayayayay!!!!!!!!!!!!!*my sister screamed. i got out and went to get her out of the back seat. i whispered to her *shut up if you dont wanna get in trouble again i advise you shut up right now.* i picked her up and got her out of the car.




    *mom?* i said quetly comeing down the stairs
    *what?* she said in a feircly voice
    *do i have to go to school 2mrrw?*
    *yes!* she said almost scaring me again.
    *ok im sorry. i just thought since it was our first night here-*
    *who gives a crap if its our first night here!* my mom cut me off and yelled at me
    *wateva mom. ur not being very nice right now.* i ran upstairs crying. i got into my room and took my gymnastics trophy and through it too the ground like it was a fragile thing i didnt even give a crap about. ok so yeah i was 15 and very mature but pple say i act just like my sister sometimes and i dont rele like it because i am very mature! i sat there and layed on my bed staring at my frnds pictures. man would i miss them. i moved across the state. what now i cuss my mom out and run away? no i couldnt do that where could i go? i closed my eyes and before i knew it i was out.



    i heard my alarm go off. i atomaticly jumped and fell off my bed. yay! another day of trouble! i went downstairs and got a bowl and some ceral. then i made my ceral and sat down at the kitchen table looking at my magizine of hott guy celebs. man! brad pitt is sexy!
    i heard footsteps coming down the steps, it was may..
    *goodmorning!* she said makeing me jump
    *arent you supposed to be asleep?*
    *nope!*
    *woah wait wheres mom?*i said worridly.
    *idk she could be anywhere, but i believe she is upstairs getting ready for work.*
    i saw my mom wlk down the stairs in a red slutty dress........*mother!* i yelled at her *what r u wareing?!?!?!?!?*
    *you like it?* she said in a sexy tone
    *hell i mean no not at all.. why mom why?*
    i throw my bowl to the ground and ran upstairs to get ready. god i have had enough of my mom! i thought in my head.
    knock.....knock.....knock
    *go away!*i yelled
    *no.* i heard somone say
    i *opened* the door
    god it was may.
    *you broke glass, now mommy is telling me to pick it up when you should and glass is very dangrouse!* she said at a very mad tone. i slammed the door in her face
    *TABITHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* i heard my mom yell. i went back into the bathroom and got changed into a skirt and a tanktop. man i just wanted to get out and away from this house. somtimes thats what i pray about at night.
    i ran downstairs and got my backpack and ran out the door. i semi ran for the bus. i had realized their was not reason to run i left for the bus to early.
    *hi! you must be tabitha! im nicole but you can call me nikky.* woah! she came out of nowhere.
    *hi* i said heasitantly
    *i have your schedule and everything* she said happily. i just stood there and looked sad. *whats wrong?* she said
    *nothing. im fine but thanx.* i said turning my frown upside-down.
    *good i hope since its your first day your not sad! i mean cause every day im am sooooo happy!*
    *i see.* i said kinda scared.
    *do you wanna meet some other pple, once we get to school?* my eyes went a differ direction to a hot sexy guy standing there tlking to his frnd.
    *w..ho i.s.s he?* i said nervous
    *the most populr guy in the hole freaking grade!!*
    *rele. well hey ill see ya later im gunna get on the bus.*
    *well of course you r hahaha* she said in a freaky voice.
    *yeahh... bye* i followed him on the bus. he sat in seat 13
    *can i sit with you?* i asked
    *no!* this girl with a mini skirt on and a belly shirt tht shows half of her boobs said.
    *uhhh ok sorry* i said. i rolled my eyes and sat with nicole.
    *wanting to sit with him. i get where you get that from.*
    * whos she?* i asked mad
    *allison* she replied *the b***h t the school thinks she can role him!*
    *im not that used to that* i said
    *oh well youll have fun then i geuss.. im gunna tlk to my other frnd*
    *ok* i said *no problem*
    *eh allison!* i heard this guy call
    *what im tlking to joel!* she said in a lazy voice
    *go get a life!* the guy said. i giggled.but i didnt realize it was that loud when i saw joel look at me and smile, i mean of course i had to smile back.
    *hey!* he said to me. *im coming hold on!* i looked like a maniac today. damn he sat right next to after i noticed nicole just had to leave and leave me in misery.
    *h.......i* i said. god im tlking to the most hottest guy ever and im heistating. im soooooo stupid.
    *can i take you somwhere once we get to school? i think the new girl needs a tour.*
    i smiled like a dork. i straightend up and said *of course you can. but wont allison get jealous?*
    *not if your with me!* he grabbed for my hand but i swiped it away and held it.
    *im sorry, rele*
    *its fine* i said attomaticly. i grabbed my stuff and got off the bus
    *is something wrong?*he said
    *no* i said loking at the ground.*im new you know that right?*
    *yeah i know the type, cute new girl i will see you lata and dont you 4get it!*
    *ok.... bye*
    i felt a jolt run through me as i went to my first class. i entered mr levines room and allison stood in front of the door way...
    *excuse me* i said trying to go through but more girls got in front of me
    *what were you and joel tlking about cute new girl?*
    *nothing* i said mad. and i pushed through them
    *look girl! you never do that! idc if you r the crazy new girl! you never walk through my girls like that!* they pushed me against the wall. they let me go and i fell to the ground hard.i tried to get up but i couldnt and geuss who tried to help me? JOEL!
    *look they r not that nice, im sorry* he said kissing my hand.
    *its fine ummmm thanx for helpng me get up.*
    *no problem*
    *ok* i giggle a little *r u flirting with me i dont quit no?*
    *oh its a flirt* he giggled and i smiled.*dont you forget it* he paused then said.*wanna catch some starbucks after school?*
    *yeah i would like that.*





    *hey!* joel said *ova here!*
    *hey!* i said giving him a hug
    *lucky charms has scored a hug!*
    i laughed *soo what happend when you were tlking to allison?*
    *i broke up wif her*he said*i haave had enough of her bullshit*he paused then we started walking *your the only girl i have walked to starbucks with....... well alone*
    *yea* i said as we came up to the register
    *pick what your want i buy!*
    *tall vanilla bean plz?*
    *tall java chip*he said
    *crazy sugar right?*i teased
    *yeah but with a pretty girl like you theirs no problemo for that.* i saw that big grin on his face that made me attractive to him.
    *thx.* i said not knowing what to say, hell mayb he was just playing me..
    he hugged my shoulders as we got our drinks. we walked out of the store after saying *thanx* and walking out.





    i got home that night and thought man was that vanilla bean good! he had the freaking java chip.....EW!
    hahha sorry i dont rele lke that kind
    *i heard my sister yell for my name as i was doing my h.w and after i had gotten changed into p.js
    *dinner time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!* my mom yelled. i rn downstairs and got my food and took it upstairs. at this point i didnt want to have anything to do with her.
    ring ring ring ring ring
    my stupid cell phone was chiming in. unnone caller! who could it be?
    *hello?* i answered
    *hey! tabitha?* joel answered
    *yeah? its tabitha? who is this?*
    *gosh silly! its me joel! look outside your window* he said in a sexy tone.
    *ok?* i walked to my window and opened it. it was joel!.
    *hi?* i said closing my cellular.
    *hey mind if i climb on in your bedroom?*
    *no not at all we just gotta be queit* i said.
    *ok.* he was climbing and in my bedroom in no time. first i thought my spider monkey.
    *i missed you* i said
    *same here* he gave me a quick peck on the lips. i just stood their like a total moron.*sorry was that too much?* he retorted.
    *no! i acctualy loved it!*
    *good i need a gf who will care*
    *uhhhhh gf?* i asked
    *yea your free. right?* he asked. god was he sooooo hot.
    *yea i promise!* i kinda said loudly.
    *i would be kinda queit* he said weirdly
    *ok, cowboy* i said kissing him feircly
    *woah, babe* he said pushing me away.*are you sure?*
    *nothing like a goodnight kiss!* i said kissing him hard. i felt his hand go down to my hips making me move to a rythm. we sat on my bed while kissing untill..........
    *tabitha! mommy needs you!* my ugly face sister yelled for me
    *ill see you at school tomrrow* i said pulling hid shirt against me and kissing him hard.
    *ill see ya tomorow too* he said heasitintly.
    *coming mom!* i said watching joel go out the window. i walked downstairs when he was gone and asked my mom what was going on.
    *what time do u go to school every morning?* she asked me
    *wait so you had me come all the way down here to say that dumb qeustion to me?*
    *its not dumb! im asking you a qeustion and you should answer me!*
    *6:30 mom!* i said already starting to walk upstairs.
    i sat on my bed thinking about joel... had i gone to far with him... could it of had led to other things if my mom had not interupted. god i was a slut in ohio and now im a slut goddddd...... i laid on my bed and closed my eyes and there i was sleeping like a baby snoring my eyes out.



    *ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!* i woke up to the sound of my moms sreaming. like i even cared. well yea i do so i decided to go down stairs. but she wasnt there. she wasnt in her room my moms room of anywhere in the house. where could she be?
    *goodmorning.* i jumped at the sound of a guy the my slutty mom brought home.
    *ohhh hi... have you seen my mom?* i asked scared.
    *nope!* he said looking away from me. ok so this guy looked like a rapist and i was wearing a t-shirt and underwear.
    *ok then.* i started to walk when he caught me and pulled me. *let me go* i said.
    *no!* he said grabbing my waste and pushing me hard against the wall. what the hell?
    *plzzz* i said feeling somthing sharp stick up through me.
    *suck* he said
    putting his hardness in my face.i pushed him away and ran outside. somthing caught me. joel was wlking around. so he decided to hold me in his arms. i held on to him back.*never let me go* i said pulling my underwear back up.
    *what the ******** happend?* he said getting mad. i started to cry
    *my moms boyfrnd tried to rape me* i said in a whisper.
    *WHAT?!?!?!?* he said getting mad.
    *yeah* i said shaking.
    *where is he?*
    *dont even get near him* i said.
    *come on* he said pulling me. he pulled me near his house.