• THE SHOTGUN THAT MADE ME INVISIBLE FOREVER
    by: me!

    One day in 7th grade our class was assigned a math project. The next day I went to 5th period math and my partner wasn't there. That day at lunch the usual happened, the cool 8th graders laughed at me because I always wore black and tight jeans and had my lip peirced. They were the cool rich blonde haired jockies and cheer leaders. I was just a nobody to them, maybe even invisible...At 1:30 when i was walking down the hall to get the bus before it left, a girl named casandra {the most popular girl in school} tost a can of coke onto the hall floor. I didnt see her cause i was paying attention to this boy I've had my eye on since preschool {tyler peechy}. I kept walking for the bus, then BAM!! my head hit the floor and the lights went out...about 20mins later I opened my eyes and saw casandra and her buddies standing there looking down at me laughing there heads off...hahahaha they all giggle and squiled. then they critisized me more and more...told me how much I don't deserve to live and that everyone wishes i were not here...I just ignore it and let them ramble on. Then out of the crowd of girls and some guys I see a hand, I looked up and saw tyler...He's looking down at me with a sympathetic look on his face. I reached up and grabbed his hand. With in a matter of seconds i was off the coke drenched hallway floor.

    That night I sat there on my porch holding the end of this krewl life i live now...I pick up the small Nike shoe box filled with shot gun bullets. Open the gun, puts the big red bullet into the barrel, then i closed it. As I sat there on the porch swing holding the 12 gage shot gun into my mouth...all I could think about was: why did God put me on this earth so they could make me kill myself?...my finger slid onto the trigger as the tears slipped down my mascara soaked face, I knew that my family would miss me but I had to do it...for everyone eleses sake, ring ring...BOOM!!...the sound of my cell phone made me jump my finger pulled back and it was over...right as the beuatiful black shot gun went off my mother and older brother walked through the front door...my mother and brother ran to the deck whr i sit in the chair gun still remaining in my blood seeping mouth...

    It was terrible that my mother had to plan a funeral for her 13 year old daughter...The news of my death spred around school but the person it affected the most was the boy who saw...The night it happened Tyler was walking over to my house to deliver me my scarf I dropped when I slipped...he watched the whole thing he was the person who made the trigger strike it was that one call that made it all happen...he couldnt live with himself to watch the one he loved die right before his eyes...

    The note I left on the butt of the gun read:
    DEAR READERS I'M SORRY I WAS EVER BROUGHT ON THIS EARTH AND I'M SORRY I BOTHERED UR PERFECT LIVES...GOODBYE...AND TYLER...I LOVE YOU....
    signed {not saying name}

    The next day they found tyler dead on his porch with a shot gun in his mouth...he died for her...the pain was to much for him he couldnt stand not to see her beuatiful face in the halls...