• Love to death
    By Lola

    There are ways, plenty of them. None you would know or care to know about. I guess thats life though. things you know things you dont know and things you never...ever...want to know.

    Dear Alex,

    You know darkness and dispare never really where my thing but its kinda fun to think about. Im alive, but not well. I think im going to die. although i dont want to, have any ideas? Im desperate. Come visit please. I miss you much to much.

    Always with love,
    Anna


    Dear Anna,

    Stop.

    I still love you too,
    Alex

    Why cant i get over him? i dont think its possable but sitting in bed all day makes you think alot. I havent seen him in 2 years but talk to him everyday mabey someday, before i die i'll see him again.

    Dear Anna,

    How are you dear? Im sorry about your sickness. What is it again? I wish i could be there but work is just so hard. I'll see you in a few months.

    Your Father

    He just cared so much, im dying of nurotic cancer and he could care less. Poor mom always alone and sad. I hate to leave her. Just as much as i hate all this dark dispare in my head, trust me its alot of hate.
    Dear Alex,

    Please. I know you can help. No one needs to know, just come.

    Love,
    Anna

    Dear Anna,

    Im on my way. Dont tell anyone.

    Lots of Love,
    Alex

    He's coming! I cant wait, really i cant. What would i do without him.
    As soon as im celebrating his visit theres pain. Alot of pain, and my heads spinning and...
    Alex,

    HURRY

    Darkness.