• so this blog is a way of expressing how much i miss and love my baby brother and sister, whitney and dustin. and just i guess putting how i feel out there.



    Whitney if you read this dont be sad.



    first off i love you guys.



    and i miss you terribly.



    i wish you were with me.



    and i want you to know that i could never love anyone more than i love you guys.



    you are my life.



    i practically raised you guys for 3-5 years.



    and i dont see that as bad.



    but i wish i saw you guys more.



    i cant even think about you guys without tears running down my face.



    you guys are the best little siblings anyone could ever wish for and i wish this wasn't happening to our family. i swear when i turn 18 i will be with you guys.



    and dont worry everything will settle down soon between mom and your dad. everything will turn out for the best.



    and remember god would NEVER put you through something you cannot handle



    therefore be strong.



    but also in being strong its alright to cry.



    you guys never did see me do that much because of my personal "brick wall"



    and i never wanted you guys to see me weak.



    im sorry for walking out on you guys.



    and not being the greatest role model.



    but i try.



    and pray everything goes well after the custody battle is over.


    I'm sorry I moved to michigan, and left you in Tennessee with your mother and father.

    we might have gone through some rough times and we might not have said the best things to eachother but our love is the strongest thing.



    nothing will ever come between us guys.



    i want you to know that.



    and just because all of this is happening now doesn't mean your whole life will be like this.



    and i want you to remember i am only a phone call away.



    even if itts just to say hi. it makes my day



    and if you ever need me im always here for you.



    i love you so much.



    love your big sister



    Stephanie S.



    "keep holding on"



    avril lavigne



    You're not alone
    Together we stand
    I'll be by your side
    You know I'll take your hand
    When it gets cold
    And it feels like the end
    There's no place to go
    You know I won't give in
    no I won't give in

    Keep holdin' on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through
    Just, stay strong
    Cause you know I'm here for you
    I'm here for you
    There's nothing you can say (repeat)
    Nothing you can do(repeat whole line)
    there's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through

    So far away
    I wish you were here
    Before it's too late
    This could all disappear
    Before the doors close
    And it comes to an end
    With you by my side
    I will fight and defend ah ah
    I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

    Keep holdin' on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through
    Just, stay strong
    Cause you know I'm here for you
    I'm here for you

    There's nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through

    Hear me when I say
    When I say I believe
    Nothing's gonna change
    Nothing's gonna change destiny
    Whatever's meant to be
    Will work out perfectly
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah....
    La da da da, la da da da da
    La da da da da da da da da

    Keep holdin' on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through
    Just stay strong
    Cause you know I'm here for you
    I'm here for you
    There's nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through

    Ahh, ahh
    Keep holdin' on
    Ahh, ahh
    Keep holdin' on
    There's nothing you could say
    Nothing you could do
    There's no other way when it comes to the truth
    So, keep holding on
    Cause you know we'll make it through
    We'll make it through



    love you.