• No, i can't... Can i?... No! He is just a friend and i don't want to ruin our friendship... But maybe he feels the same about me? No, he has a crush... but he never told me who it was. We are best friends and he can't tell me his crush! I wonder why... I wonder if it could be-

    "Hey, Chrissy? Hello? Earth to Chrissy!"

    "Huh?"

    "You dreaming again?"

    "Y-ya..."

    "Well what i was saying was that i have to tell you my crush!"

    "Oh, ok. Who is it?"

    "It's your BGF! Ken!"

    Oh no... My Ken? No, we're just friends... She can have him... Do I really mean that? *I wish*...

    "Oh cool... When did this happen?"

    "Yesterday! He called me and asked me out and i said i needed to talk to you first and he was like i'll wait for you anyday! Isn't that so sweet?'

    No, no it's not sweet! He's mine... No! He doesn't love me the way i love him... It would never work... *I wish*...

    "Hey he just called! I'm going to call him back on three way ok? Oh and i said yes!"

    No... Don't i might say something i might regret! No... That's not true... I want to here his sweet voice...

    "Hey baby and BFF!"

    Hearing his voice; it's like my drug... The one thing that holds me onto the living world... But i can never say that he is mine... I'm not worthy of being his girlfriend... Ever since i was put in the hospital our realationship has gone down hill... It will never be the same... I will never be able to tell him i love him... *I wish* ... ... ...

    "Haha! That was funny! Hey! BFF? You still there?"

    "Ken i think she might be asleep."

    "No, she's not... She's fallen asleep on the phone before and i could hear her breathing. Chrissy! Hey Chrissy!"

    "Girl where are you?"

    "CHRISSY!!!"



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    Chrissy had died in the hospital that night. It was unexpected. Doctors could not tell why she died.

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    Later her two only friends were sitting alone in her hospital room; mourning. When they found her diary open expressing her love for Ken... Now they knew why she died... Do you?*