• He's so close, I can hear his heart beat. Yet we are so far apart. I don't know what to say. I can't breathe. My breathing stops. My wrists are slit. My heart stops beating.
    It all fades to black. Silence. It is all too familiar. The silence. It feels as though I am not dead, this is what my life is. The dying...Was just a fantasy.

    I have lived through the worst pain...
    And I keep re-living it.....
    Day after day....
    Until that great day comes...
    When it's over....
    Heartbreak.