• {shuyin04's diary}
    5/27/2009:
    <shuyin04>:"whoa! tomorrow would be the "Promagedon"! I'm so excited to see her gain.
    I wonder what will happen for tomorrow's event. Well,I'll be sleeping now. biggrin "
    ~End of the Journal~

    First day of Promagedon:
    <shuyin04> "hmmm....i thought she will be here in the "haus of dance"...better wait for her... redface

    After some minute sad shuyin04's special someone arrives)

    <special someone>"hey shuyin04! how are you doin'?"
    <shuyin04>"Oh its you! ********! Im so glad you did come after all,i'm doin' gine afterall!"
    <special someone>"Im so glad to hear that,uhmm I'll be dancing for awhile...how about you?"
    <shuyin04>"I'll be fine don't worry (because Im very happy enough to see you once again heart )"
    <specialsomeone> "well alright! 3nodding

    After some dance,<specialsomeone> decided to take a rest for awhile beside shuyin04 who is so happen that sleeping at that moment (because he haven't sleep that much last night). Then somebody approaches the two couple.

    <RJ>"oh hi!"
    <specialsomeone>"oh hi there too, did you come here also to dance?"
    <RJ>"Well you bet!"

    The conversation of the two continues on. At that time,shuyin04 is half awake and overheard their conversation...

    <shuyin04>(to himself)"who is this guy <specialsomeone> is talking with? "
    <shuyin04>"..."
    <shuyin04>(to himself)"but it doesnt really matter does it? she is enjoying their talk..."

    shuyin04 suddenly stand up.
    <specialsomeone>"uhmmm shuyin04,why are you keeping a distance with me? is there something wrong?"
    <shuyin04>"..."

    shuyin04 keeps moving away, the feeling of jealousy starts to grow inside his heart. But as he keeps on doing it <specialsomeone> suddenly left the room and wander in the other parts of the venue.After sometimes, shuyin04 realizes that "I think I over reacted on it" so he decided to follow <specialsomeone> to "heaven".

    <specialsomeone>"..."
    <shuyin04>"..."
    <specialsomeone>"what are you doing in here? I thought you are mad at me?"
    <shuyin04>"ok.sorry."

    as he mention these statement, shuyin04 suddenly walk out of the room.
    (ok sorry means ,ok, sorry to bother you for shuyin04)

    shuyin04 decided to condemned himself and descend to hell. He went to hell to mourn for this tragedy that just happened to him. his heart is wounded. He is alone in this dark,hot room. Nobody can see his flowing tears.

    <shuyin04> "if only she knows what i feel towards her. i admit i got jealous that easily for the reason that i never saw her just like that before enjoying to chat with other guy!"

    <shuyin04>"those line that she told me gives me a deep wound inside my heart. i love her but I know, she doesn't love me in that way."

    <shuyin04>"to suffer like this is much worst than death itself. May she be happy with that person..."




    ~To Be Continued....