• ----Prologue----

    My angel,

    You never really see what you have before you lose it. I was the same way. I am sorry that I never realized how much you meant to me until those fatal seconds of my life. I should’ve given you the things I never did. Love, support, and hope. Hope that you can carry on with whatever the goal is.

    Supporting you to achieve anything. And love, which I do with as much love as I possibly can give. My heart, my soul, and my life are in your hands. Please do be fragile, seeing as you are only human. I would give anything to be with you right now. I would give any amount of money to see your eyes for only a fraction of a second. I would give my life if I still had it. I still smile when I think of how you used to close your eyes when you were embarrassed.

    Aside from everything else, I miss you and I need you with me. I know you will pass too, but I pray to God that this isn’t anytime soon, because ending your life just to spend time with me would cause my heart to implode. Knowing I was the one who wanted this to happen would then cause the last remnants of my heart to explode back out. To conclude the only letter He has let me send, I wish the best for my angel. Whether it is you find a new soul mate, or you continue to hold onto the memory of me, I will always love you no matter what. I cannot put this feeling into words, but one word that comes to mind has five letters.


    A-D-O-R-E. I adore you angel, and I need you to know this. Nothing can ever change how I feel about you, nothing. I will never stop. Never. Goodbye my love, and I wish the best for you. Remember, your little guardian is watching you. Nothing that would disappoint the big guy now…

    your guardian