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    Let's see, I shouldn't have to put my life story here but I'm gonna anyway.<br />
    Where to start...I'm 16, turning 17 in September. I wish I were in my early twenties, or at least twenty, it would make everything easier on me. All the women that I like are in theirs, and I seem that age to everyone anyway. My parents are arrogant, hot-headed, don't think that I know what I'm talking about...ever, and they make inappropriate jokes about anything that effects me. The only joy I can see about being young is not having to take care of yourself, and I was ripped from that early so yay, come on 18. <br />
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    My gender is female. Although I'm not sure if that's how I like it. I question whether I want to be male or female all the time. I used to have no doubt in my mind about wanting to be male. It wasn't until I was 14 that I decided that I liked being a girl. Now I'm back to toss up and left to figure things out.<br />
    Yes, I like other girls, and nothing more. Just in case my background, pictures, and explanation of gender didn't give away that I'm lesbian I figured I should point it out. I've been openly out since 2004, and I've known much longer then that.<br />
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    I have 3 sisters, 2 brothers, and an awesomely amazing cat! Sisters: Amber (half sister, 27), Jessica (Step-sister, 17), Ashlee (half sister, 3) Brothers: Alex (Brother in law, ?), Robert (Half brother, never met him, ?) Awesomely Amazing cat: Ruffles (Named by Stacy, 2)<br />
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    I have three amazing best friends that I would die for any day. Honestly I'd die for a lot of people. Friends, acquaintances, and strangers alike deserve to live. The only difference between them is for anybody "I will die for you" versus my best friends "I want to die for you". It's not that I don't value my life, I just value others happiness and well being that my life is a small sacrifice if it makes others happy. Overall, I'm a kind person for others fates I guess.<br />
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    Anywho, about those three friends. The first is Megan. She is amazing and the best thing to happen to me in my life. If not for her I'd be lost. I absolutely love her with all I am. She's a bit younger then me razz 16 as well though. She had a stupid little brother and 3 kittys. Another best friend is Stacy. I met her online and like with Megan,I love her bunches.^^ When we met, we clicked. She's 22 (Almost 23) and has the two most adorable daughters and 3 kittys as well. And the last best friend is Andy. He's 23 and freaking awesome. He's always there for me when I need advice. He listens, is caring, sweet, funny, and an all around nice guy. I love him as well. He's got 1 kitty I think. o.o<br />
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    My interests include the military, electronics, and friends. Yes, I <3 the military. I'm thinking about enlisting in the Marines or Navy. As for electronics, I'm a geek. ^.^ I like, hard drives, CPU's, circuits, motherboards, web cams, dismantling something electronic and fixing/putting it back together, HTTP/BB code, Programs, software, downloading, experimenting with features, games, how to create a game, the components to different electronics, and learning more about all the above named things. Who doesn't love friends? Ah, another thing is voice acting. ^^<br />
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    I'm incredibly open-minded, and pretty much nothing bothers me. You could be a transsexual Scientologist with two heads, and I wouldn't think any less of you. Nothing about people's lifestyles bother me. I don't look at somebody different and say "Wow dude, you're messed up." If anything, I look at them and say "Wow, that's different, and interesting, please tell me more."<br />
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    As for my religious beliefs{{Caution, may be offensive}}...I am agnostic. Yes, it's different from Atheism :/ If you want to know you should look it up...but because of the wiring of most humans brains that takes too much effort, I'll just explain it here. Agnostic is when you have your own beliefs on life. What you think is true doesn't stick to any religion. As for mine...I don't believe there is one omniscient god who is a bastard and wants you to beg forgiveness for being a human which is how he "created" you. I believe that there are multiple gods and they control the elements. These gods bestow their gifts to normal people too, However, most humans do not gain control over these elements. Some humans do. Gaining control over this element doesn't mean you can make a flame into a whip or some shit like that, but rather that you can cause it to flicker and sway. Life just goes on because it does. Life just is. People have the ability to heal, and curse others as well. Just don't over think it. As for death, when you die, you move to your next life. AKA You're reincarnated into something new, or something old. Spirits do exist. They are the souls of people or animals who didn't want to go to their next life, are looking for their next life, or are waiting for their next life. Well...That just about concludes that, questions? ask.<br />
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    I guess that's enough about that. If you want more rant, ask for it.<br />
    Here though, random fact.<br />
    I'm in 11th grade<br />
    I think pixels are more attractive then MOST real people (and I'm not afraid to admit that!!)<br />
    I don't eat much.<br />
    I like exercise<br />
    I own a laptop and I'm always on it!<br />
    I'm a techno/dance/electronica whore<br />
    I've never been fishing<br />
    I've never ridden a horse<br />
    I LOVE TO IM!!! Add me on YIM SN: Kougafanforever@yahoo.com<br />
    MSN has the same SN but I think I have to add you.<br />
    Sam and MOIRA are mine bitch! Back off!!<br />
    Moira.....just moira. ^^ heart <br />
    Dare I say Moira again?<br />
    I like avi art. <br />
    Proud to be Durekean! Although Durem will always be my Number one. Sorry Aekea. ><<br />
    I Drink<br />
    I cuss<br />
    I have my bad days too<br />
    I am worth over 1million gold. >w<<br />
    I've been a member since 2004 and this is NOT my first account.<br />
    I LOVE KALEIDO STAR!!!<br />
    ~More to come?~<br />
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    This would be me. I'll change it as I see fit. wink <br />
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