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    A BROKEN PROMISE<br />
    <br />
    All the promises you make to me<br />
    You never keep them and now I see<br />
    You say you'll call<br />
    Of course you don't<br />
    Spend a day with me<br />
    I know you won't<br />
    My hopes fly high<br />
    Excitement is there<br />
    But you passed me by without a care So once again, a night at home<br />
    I'm by myself and so alone<br />
    I yearn for your touch<br />
    To see you smile<br />
    It's an image that fades after awhile<br />
    But I still have the memories<br />
    Tucked deep in my heart<br />
    I won't let them go<br />
    With out them I know<br />
    I'll lose that last bit<br />
    Of your heart that I've kept<br />
    But of all those dark nights<br />
    When I've layed there and wept<br />
    Sometimes I see that bit of light<br />
    For I dream of the day<br />
    That my last tear will fall<br />
    Since a promise you made me<br />
    Was kept after all.<br />
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    <br />
    BROKEN LOVE<br />
    <br />
    You told me you loved me.<br />
    I told you I loved you too.<br />
    You said together we'd always be<br />
    I said I would be true.<br />
    You promised you would hold me.<br />
    <br />
    You promised you'd be there.<br />
    I promised I'd cross the stormy sea.<br />
    To give you my loving care.<br />
    <br />
    But you never kept your promise.<br />
    You aren't the way you used to be.<br />
    You just gave up on us.<br />
    And you just gave up on me.<br />
    <br />
    You said let's take a break.<br />
    You said let's just be friends.<br />
    But please for my sake.<br />
    Just say the truth, cause it's the end.<br />
    <br />
    You promised every day.<br />
    That you would be there.<br />
    You molded my heart like clay.<br />
    Into the shape of a broken chair.<br />
    You promised to me<br />
    That we'd always have our love.<br />
    <br />
    You said to me I was all you could think of<br />
    But, now, your walking away.<br />
    Saying "let's just be friends".<br />
    Now, you made my heart break<br />
    That's your way of saying it's the end.<br />
    <br />
    Why did you make a promise you couldn't keep.<br />
    Why did you make a promise you wouldn't live up to.<br />
    Why did you make a promise that was so cheap.<br />
    why did you make a promise to this broken hearted fool.<br />
    Why did you promise we'd be together.<br />
    Why did you say you dreamed of me in your sleep.<br />
    why did you promise to love me forever.<br />
    Why did you make a promise you could not keep? <br />
    <br />
    <br />
    SILENT TEARS<br />
    <br />
    Nobody hears it<br />
    Or sees her silent cries<br />
    The little girl they always tease<br />
    Will never cry from her eyes<br />
    <br />
    The teases just get meaner<br />
    So the cuts get deeper<br />
    She tries to hide<br />
    Shes losing her pride<br />
    She walks to school<br />
    With a smile on her face<br />
    Running from the darkness<br />
    Desperate for her happy place<br />
    <br />
    She sits in class hoping<br />
    No one will hear<br />
    Those silent whispers<br />
    She hears in her ear<br />
    <br />
    They tell her no one loves her<br />
    No one wants her near<br />
    She writes notes to her mother<br />
    About how much she hates it here<br />
    <br />
    No body hears it<br />
    Or sees her silent cries<br />
    The little girl they always tease<br />
    Will never cry from her eyes.<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    PAINFUL LOVE<br />
    <br />
    The moonlight shines high above the trees<br />
    Feeling the gentle swaying breeze<br />
    By myself, I’m sitting here<br />
    The memories are so clear<br />
    Of love I never could reveal<br />
    And the love I could still feel<br />
    <br />
    Sadness cuts my heart so deep<br />
    By myself in disbelief with misery and grief<br />
    My eyes were filled with tears<br />
    As our love disappears<br />
    Took for granted that you’d be there<br />
    And you’re tender loving care<br />
    <br />
    I was only 16<br />
    What a life it could’ve been<br />
    I thought I had found everlasting love and devotion<br />
    But it has left me in different shades of emotions<br />
    I’m crying aloud these tears<br />
    For my screams, no one hears<br />
    <br />
    I drag the blade across my wrist<br />
    For I know, nothing will be missed<br />
    I stand silently watching as I see<br />
    Blood running from the wounds<br />
    My innocent wrist now scarred<br />
    And I suddenly hit the floor hard<br />
    <br />
    The pain now easing softly<br />
    With my razor blade still in hand<br />
    I know I’ll be happy<br />
    For my death went just as planned...<br />
    two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only one<br />
    the world I know disappears...like the setting sun.<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    LOVE WHAT DOES IT MEAN<br />
    <br />
    "I want to say I'm sorry for many reasons left unsaid<br />
    I want to say I miss you and the life that we once led<br />
    I want to be forgiven and forgive myself as well<br />
    I want to hold my head up high and no longer sit and dwell<br />
    How do you learn to love yourself after perfecting self-hate?<br />
    I want to shout ' I miss you so' yet knowing I'm too late<br />
    So much time has already passed but one thing remains<br />
    The thought of you brings warmth to me and that will never change<br />
    We all make mistakes in life, Lord knows I've made a few<br />
    Please know that doesn't change the fact I truly cared for you<br />
    The love we shared may have been brief, and now it's just our past<br />
    But the impact that you have left on me will forever last<br />
    No matter where we go from here, no matter where we've been<br />
    What I miss most of all, is not my lover, it's my friend" <br />
    <br />
    THE DARKNESS OF DEPRESSION<br />
    <br />
    The sunshine of my happiness,<br />
    Weaker than that of others,<br />
    Never as bright as it should be,<br />
    Never as right as it can be.<br />
    <br />
    The darkness of my depression,<br />
    Leaves a scolding impression,<br />
    Stronger than my sunshine,<br />
    Defeating the best thing that’s mine.<br />
    <br />
    The darkness of my depression,<br />
    I can feel it reaching,<br />
    My very sunshine,<br />
    It is breaching.<br />
    <br />
    The great darkness of depression,<br />
    The very best at deception,<br />
    It tricked me into thinking it was gone,<br />
    This change has just begun.<br />
    Step one – Anger to hide my weakness,<br />
    Step two – All happy memories gone,<br />
    Step three – Sadness explodes out like a bomb.<br />
    <br />
    The Darkness of depression,<br />
    I do something to release the tension,<br />
    Physical Pain now becomes the object,<br />
    Mental Pain is now forgot.<br />
    <br />
    The Darkness of depression,<br />
    Made me shout at a friend,<br />
    He tried to help me,<br />
    Nothing else, all I did was yelp.<br />
    <br />
    The darkness of depression,<br />
    It won't win the battle,<br />
    It does not every single time,<br />
    Soon, happiness again will be mine.<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    ALONE<br />
    <br />
    When I look around<br />
    I see people around me<br />
    and yet I am alone.<br />
    Alone in a world that depending<br />
    on how you see it<br />
    will either make you or break you.<br />
    The alone I have is something<br />
    that takes time<br />
    and God to relieve,<br />
    The people in my life<br />
    have done nothing but deceive.<br />
    I have my friend,<br />
    but it is not his responsibility,<br />
    For me to lean on<br />
    and let him be here for me.<br />
    It is an empty feeling<br />
    that cannot be described,<br />
    Can't even be fixed with pills my dr. prescribes.<br />
    So what do I do,<br />
    where do I turn,<br />
    Alone so bad<br />
    that it often burns.<br />
    Leaving scars<br />
    that can't be taken away,<br />
    Maybe will make me stronger some day?<br />
    Why can't it be that our roots never leave?<br />
    Why do our loved ones have to go,<br />
    And why did God make it where it would hurt so?<br />
    This hole of loneliness is so big and wide,<br />
    That sometimes I cry so hard I cannot open my eyes.<br />
    Reaching out in the darkness and not knowing where,<br />
    Trying to fill the loneliness, sadness and despair.<br />
    Everyone who promised they would be there,<br />
    Grief has taken their hearts as well and this we cannot share. <br />
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    white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you are born you're PINK". "When you grow up you're WHITE, " "When you're sick, you're GREEN, " "When you go in the sun you turn RED, " "When you're cold you turn BLUE, " "And when you die you turn PURPLE. "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.. Put this on your page if you HATE racism<br />
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    come here to see wat ur name stands for!!!!!!!!<br />
    A=sweet<br />
    B=hot/sexy<br />
    C=funny but some times dumb<br />
    D=kind<br />
    E=cool<br />
    F=ugly<br />
    G=good grades<br />
    H=loves peace signs<br />
    I=caring<br />
    J=nice<br />
    K=handsome/pretty<br />
    L=laughs alot<br />
    M=crazy<br />
    N=great body<br />
    O=loves life<br />
    P=super cute<br />
    Q=quiet<br />
    R=wrong almost all the time<br />
    S=special<br />
    T=tiny<br />
    U=awesome<br />
    V=short<br />
    W=smiles all the time<br />
    X=fun to be around<br />
    Y=in the hood<br />
    Z=loves to talk to people<br />
    thats the things u r!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
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