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    "I had the sky in my veins but it’s been pretty fucking stormy since I ripped them open." [Journal]<br />
    I'm Grace. Feel free to leave a coммent? You can scroll down for links and selfiee ~I write a lot of poetry but mostly only for my вoyғrιend.i always give too much to people hoping that it'll fix me but i just come out as a burden to everyone and they just always end up leaving me with my pieces and there's almost nothing left of me now. I'm so tired of feeling empty , there is this void within me and its rotting my bones. i keep trying to stitch the wounds in my brain but nothing is functioning anymore and it is getting exhausting and everyone around me acts like I am nothing more then a lost cause and I'm just left with the conclusion that i am not even worth trying to save. Do you ever, all of a sudden, get this overwhelming wave of self hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch, your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality.. you just want to disappear because you can’t stand to be yourself.I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. You hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. When you don't want to feel, death can seem like a dream. But seeing death, really seeing it, makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous. Maybe, there's a moment growing up when something peels back... Maybe, maybe, we look for secrets because we can't believe our minds... & for all of you who keep asking me, Yes I did write this. <br />
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