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  • Artist Info: Hey man. The names Joseph and I'm 17. I am a writer. I write short stories, working on a novel, poems and pretty much anything. My writing is usually dark and depressing cause that's what comes naturally. I'm a pretty cool kid and will be friends with anyone who isn't a dumb ass and pisses me off. I am a nice person unless i need to be a dick. I speak whats on my mind so sorry if i come off as a dick, it's not on purpose it is just me speaking the truth. I don't lie to tell you what you want to here i will tell you what you need to hear. So yeah hit me up. I'm on Facebook so ask for my stuff if you wanna chat outside of this shit.<br />
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    Insanity Finnaly Consumes Me<br />
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    As I sit here cutting my wrist<br />
    I hold the blade in front of my eyes<br />
    And watch the blood drip in sync with my tears<br />
    Down to the empty abyss below me<br />
    I think of you<br />
    Of how you have ruined my life<br />
    By telling me I'm not loved,<br />
    Telling me that I wont amount to anything,<br />
    And taking the abuse you inflict on me<br />
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    Your poisoning words play in my head<br />
    Over and over again like a brocken record<br />
    The voice of disgust and hate<br />
    The words of dissapointment <br />
    And regret of even having me<br />
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    As I sit here alone listening to depressing music<br />
    I wonder if I'm even worth living this life<br />
    Contemplating suicide and self infliction<br />
    Everyday these thoughts send me spiraling to rock bottom<br />
    Depression is taking over and there is not point <br />
    No hope of saving me<br />
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    I have been consumed into this madness and insanity<br />
    All because you have taught me that im a fuck up<br />
    I just want you to know <br />
    That when this insanity finally consumes my whole state of mind<br />
    And my soul is turned black<br />
    You wont have to worry about me<br />
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    I have been thinking for awhile<br />
    That its time to go<br />
    Maybe ill be somewhere were I am loved<br />
    And people will treat me right<br />
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    I think tho that today may be the day<br />
    To let go<br />
    Pop a few to many pills<br />
    Rap a rope around me and kick the chair away<br />
    Or take a high dive and go swimming<br />
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    Who knows...<br />
    But all i know is it's coming<br />
    My sweet escape<br />
    And you huge mistake gone<br />
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    Goodbye.... <br />
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    Our names are~ (zack) and (kayla)<br />
    My mama or papa is~nikko<br />
    Ever since (Xxnikkos_mi_namexX) adopted me I have been (feeling loved and wanted)<br />
    YOU CAN ADOPT ONE TOO!!!<br />
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