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    TEARS OF STEEL:::<br />
    Lonely Tears. my greatest fear i wish to overcome.<br />
    some way some how i know right here that something must be done.<br />
    the crying pain goin insane from everything ive felt.<br />
    the endless love ive always had is slowly starting to melt.<br />
    like a vise it starts to squeeze on a heart that was filled with joy<br />
    but its slowly being played with just like some toy<br />
    do you really want this<br />
    is all that you can ask<br />
    somehow you feel ashamed<br />
    and then put on a mask<br />
    a mask that is a shield to hide your own emotions<br />
    trying oh so very hard to change a dire notion<br />
    oh the pain you cant avoid<br />
    it drowns your every need<br />
    trying to swim out of a puddle<br />
    that turned into a sea<br />
    drowning drowning in the feeling<br />
    of falling in love agian<br />
    cant get away your gasping for air<br />
    this was not what was planned<br />
    "get away get away please i cant take anymore"<br />
    hearts beginning to break as you fall unto the floor<br />
    landing hard <br />
    on broken shards<br />
    trying to get away<br />
    but the shards of your heart cut and cut<br />
    wrapper your arms around your gut<br />
    trying to keep the pain inside<br />
    while everyone watches<br />
    sees you hurting with nothing left to say<br />
    the tears are streaming now<br />
    things begin to hit you like wow<br />
    get up get up back on your feet<br />
    you dont want to accept defeat<br />
    but the pain the pain of not having him on your life is crippiling<br />
    the pain of not having him in you life is stiffling<br />
    its starting agian you start to shake<br />
    you want this to be a nightmare and you want to awake<br />
    its coming agian the shadow of hurt<br />
    here it comes prepare for the worst<br />
    closer now ready for pain<br />
    already you start to go insane<br />
    "take me away i dont want it anymore!"<br />
    writhiling squirming on the floor<br />
    then.......................<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    <br />
    you feel those arms wrap your waist<br />
    you feel his lips<br />
    have that taste<br />
    tilts your head to look in his eyes<br />
    he sits down next to you<br />
    hold you right<br />
    grabs you tight and wont let go<br />
    the tears start streaming because now you know<br />
    he hold you tighter and says "i love you"<br />
    and through the tears you say "i love you too"<br />
    that's when you know that its done<br />
    you know that's you've finally found the one<br />
    sweeping up the shards of you heart of broken glass<br />
    he sweeps up the pain that happened in the past<br />
    takes your tears and throws them in the trash<br />
    you look at him his eyes glisten so true<br />
    and he says<br />
    "you've been so strong this is true<br />
    and so i wipe these tears for you"<br />
    and that's when you realize what you have<br />
    that his love can help to heal<br />
    and now because hes in you life<br />
    you only cry....tears of steel<br />
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    <br />
    By: Devanna Robinson<br />
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    <br />
    WHAT I CANT:::<br />
    <br />
    beggers can't be choosers<br />
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    ...............so i won't beg<br />
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    lovers can't be fighters<br />
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    ................so i won't love<br />
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    makers can't be breakers<br />
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    ....................so i will break you<br />
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    can't be happy and sad<br />
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    so fuck it<br />
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    ...............................sad ill stay<br />
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    you can't feel whole with a broken heart<br />
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    ...........................so watch me fill da cracks<br />
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    if i cant have both<br />
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    <br />
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    ..............................then i'll choose none<br />
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    you cant like and hate so<br />
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    ...............................i won't like<br />
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    you can't be with me<br />
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    <br />
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    so i wont be with you.............................<br />
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    By biggrin evanna Robinson<br />
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    HOW DO I?:::<br />
    letting go<br />
    is hard to do<br />
    expecially when<br />
    im letting go of you<br />
    <br />
    sure it can be done<br />
    but at what cost<br />
    i've gain so much<br />
    that i don't want lost<br />
    <br />
    i felt so hurt<br />
    when to you i'd give<br />
    everything<br />
    you never did<br />
    <br />
    feeling like im fighting<br />
    something that can't be won<br />
    and becuase of this<br />
    my heart is done<br />
    <br />
    oh don't get me wrong<br />
    i loved the hell out of you<br />
    only problem is<br />
    i still do<br />
    <br />
    what hurtsme more<br />
    is that you WANT me to leave<br />
    how do i know this<br />
    hmmm lets see<br />
    <br />
    you told my friend<br />
    i need to move on<br />
    making sue i didn't know<br />
    what wasgoing on<br />
    <br />
    i took you back<br />
    so many times<br />
    and everyone thought<br />
    i was out of my mind<br />
    <br />
    which clearly now<br />
    i can see i was<br />
    it's hard to believe<br />
    what love does<br />
    <br />
    the one time in my life<br />
    i was naieve<br />
    to believe everythgin<br />
    you said to me<br />
    <br />
    i knew it could work<br />
    but you just wouldnt let it<br />
    i loved you so much<br />
    but you just didn't get it<br />
    <br />
    i hate to tell you<br />
    but there is no way<br />
    anyone could love you<br />
    in the way<br />
    <br />
    that i did i mean<br />
    and i need you to know<br />
    that you<br />
    didn't love me<br />
    <br />
    you wouldn't leave her alone<br />
    an oh so simple task<br />
    matter of fact<br />
    you did nothing i asked<br />
    <br />
    but when it came to her<br />
    you did all<br />
    even if<br />
    it made me fall<br />
    <br />
    i gave you something<br />
    you didn't deserve<br />
    and then you turn around<br />
    with enough nerve<br />
    <br />
    to tell me that<br />
    you need space<br />
    i guess that was supposed<br />
    to put me in my place<br />
    <br />
    oh but guess what<br />
    now im done<br />
    i guess you really werent<br />
    the one<br />
    <br />
    i couldhave been<br />
    you everything<br />
    but tio you<br />
    i was nothing<br />
    <br />
    i could picture us<br />
    hanging everywhere<br />
    eat over here<br />
    shop over there<br />
    <br />
    i lost my friends<br />
    just for you<br />
    without even<br />
    thinking things through<br />
    <br />
    the worst part is<br />
    i put up with it<br />
    i loved you the smae<br />
    put up with your shit<br />
    <br />
    i still think of you<br />
    i but i'll move on<br />
    authough the thoughts<br />
    continue on<br />
    <br />
    i didn't want to give up<br />
    something so sweet<br />
    but unfortunately<br />
    i'll accept defeat<br />
    <br />
    it's hard to shake this this pain<br />
    this love<br />
    because i can't<br />
    stop thinking of<br />
    <br />
    the first time<br />
    that we ever kissed<br />
    those soft lips<br />
    i really miss<br />
    <br />
    you grabbed my waist<br />
    and pulled me tight<br />
    and tha was something<br />
    i really liked<br />
    <br />
    you hugged me tight<br />
    tight as you could<br />
    i wanted to breath<br />
    but never would<br />
    <br />
    we always fought<br />
    and that was fun<br />
    you wooped my ass<br />
    but i always won<br />
    <br />
    and then.......<br />
    there were those times<br />
    when i just layed<br />
    across your chest<br />
    and there i stayed<br />
    <br />
    listening to you heartbeat<br />
    cuz in my mind<br />
    it always seemed<br />
    to match mine<br />
    <br />
    i held you hand<br />
    while we walked in the rain'<br />
    it was when i loved you<br />
    and you felt the same<br />
    <br />
    we'd lay on the couch<br />
    all day long<br />
    and i remember<br />
    you showed me a song<br />
    <br />
    i don't quite remember<br />
    who its by<br />
    but now when i hear it<br />
    it makes me cry<br />
    <br />
    i remember the times<br />
    when i was so hurt<br />
    i couldn't stop crying<br />
    felt lower than dirt<br />
    <br />
    but when you saw me<br />
    ill never forget this<br />
    you picked me up<br />
    with just a kiss<br />
    <br />
    what made it worse<br />
    you caused the pain too<br />
    but we always managed<br />
    to make it through<br />
    <br />
    i also remember<br />
    the smell of your skin<br />
    it smelled of chocolate<br />
    expecially in the wind<br />
    <br />
    and there where those times<br />
    right at night<br />
    when i'd picture you<br />
    holdn me tight<br />
    <br />
    running you fingers<br />
    through my hair<br />
    telling me that<br />
    you'll always be there<br />
    <br />
    when we argued<br />
    i had nightmares,of you at night<br />
    i'd wake up crying<br />
    praying you were alright<br />
    <br />
    and i'd call you<br />
    as soon as you were awake<br />
    just to find out<br />
    if you were safe<br />
    <br />
    i tried so much<br />
    to express my love<br />
    i didn't feel "i love you"<br />
    woudl ever measure up<br />
    <br />
    when you hurt the hell out of me<br />
    i just loved you more<br />
    and said it before<br />
    you walked out my door<br />
    <br />
    always said i love you<br />
    when i hung up the phone<br />
    cuz if i had you in my heart<br />
    i was never alone<br />
    <br />
    but now t's like<br />
    the love is thru<br />
    it's here for me<br />
    but.... not for you<br />
    <br />
    you'll never feel the way i feel<br />
    when im around you<br />
    it sinds chills up my spine<br />
    and tingles my skin too<br />
    <br />
    i can barely think straight at times<br />
    because i have those days<br />
    when the simple thought of kissing you<br />
    never goes away<br />
    <br />
    i know it sounds kiddish<br />
    but i don't give a shit<br />
    it is what it is<br />
    but i will tell you this<br />
    <br />
    everyday my love for you<br />
    gest a little stronger<br />
    the love she has for you<br />
    could never be more wronger (yeah my own word)<br />
    <br />
    she'll never love you like i did<br />
    that's just how it is<br />
    and no one in my life<br />
    has made me feel like this<br />
    <br />
    i can only love you<br />
    even more<br />
    even if you don't love me<br />
    it won't go away<br />
    and frankly, that's not healthy (lol)<br />
    <br />
    but in the haste of you life<br />
    you just don't have the time<br />
    but you sure found some for her<br />
    time that was meant to be mine<br />
    <br />
    so.....<br />
    i guess you don't want me<br />
    maybe, i don't know<br />
    but if you really do<br />
    you have to proove so<br />
    <br />
    im tired of being played<br />
    i really need some love<br />
    from someone who cares about me<br />
    i mean really REALLY does<br />
    <br />
    crying over you<br />
    for all the love i had<br />
    and embarrassingly i must admit<br />
    it really quite sad<br />
    <br />
    so i guess i'll just wait<br />
    but i''ll be having fun<br />
    i refuse to cry over<br />
    someone whos not the one.......<br />
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    <br />
    By: DeVanna Robinson<br />
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    THE LONELY DARKNESS:::<br />
    it's like traveling through a dark corridor no joy in you heart can't love anymore<br />
    want to run want to hide cant take anymore you ask yourself why?<br />
    <br />
    it's been sucked out of you, your joy and your love<br />
    and you just can't stop thinking that you'll never be above<br />
    <br />
    beyond anybody else, and you've convinced yourself it's true<br />
    and no one will deny it for the fact they told you<br />
    <br />
    your heart gets steady darker, and no one will accept you<br />
    in your single hatred because you cant be the best<br />
    <br />
    that they want you to be so you so you give up your constant trying<br />
    you hope that they will see so you stop youself from crying<br />
    <br />
    but no, it never seems to click, all they do it call you a bitch<br />
    and the only thing you can say is "ok if you feel that way"<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    so no one will convince you<br />
    that what their saying and thinkin isnt true<br />
    <br />
    so here you sit and think to yourself everything that went wrong<br />
    and while you think you cry and cry and sing the saddest song....<br />
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    By: Devanna Robinson<br />
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    WHO KNOWS?:::<br />
    he hurts me<br />
    yet i stay<br />
    can love really stop me<br />
    from going away<br />
    <br />
    you dont want to hurt me<br />
    but look at what you've done<br />
    how do i know<br />
    that your the one<br />
    <br />
    i gave him my all<br />
    my souls every part<br />
    now im seeing<br />
    you don't deserve my heart<br />
    <br />
    i love him so much<br />
    i don't want to leave<br />
    but when it comes to her<br />
    neither does he<br />
    <br />
    he leaves me broken hearted<br />
    just as cold as stone<br />
    but for some odd reason<br />
    i refuse to let go<br />
    <br />
    it hurts so much<br />
    it's killing my mind<br />
    my deep emotions<br />
    im trying to hide<br />
    <br />
    i love him to DEATH<br />
    but i just can't take it<br />
    im willing to wait<br />
    but..... i don't think i can make it<br />
    <br />
    he listens to her<br />
    like my thoughts don't mean shit<br />
    it hurts so much<br />
    at times it doesn't fit<br />
    <br />
    it's ripping me apart<br />
    away at the seams<br />
    im so overcrowded<br />
    with the thoughs of these things<br />
    <br />
    i'll always have<br />
    that same picture in my head<br />
    of her in his arms<br />
    his head on her head<br />
    <br />
    that kills me inside<br />
    but i still hold on<br />
    my mind say's it's wrong<br />
    but my heart stays strong<br />
    <br />
    i'm stuck between my mind<br />
    and my hearts own well being<br />
    i love him so much<br />
    but i just can stop seeing<br />
    <br />
    the images in my mind<br />
    the pain in myt heart<br />
    i've cried everynight<br />
    burdend with the thoughts<br />
    <br />
    of what else they have done<br />
    besides just a kiss<br />
    telling myself it's hard<br />
    but i have to say this<br />
    <br />
    i think everyday<br />
    of whatelse they have done<br />
    when i wasn't there<br />
    if i wasn't the only one<br />
    <br />
    held her close to his body<br />
    though he says he didn't<br />
    but when i think that way of him<br />
    SHE comes in it<br />
    <br />
    they say im overeacting<br />
    but i don't care<br />
    these are my feelings<br />
    and you but them there<br />
    <br />
    i said i'd wait<br />
    but what will you do<br />
    in the time you not with me<br />
    when your running loose<br />
    <br />
    it hurts so much<br />
    like excrutiating pain<br />
    and i don't want t say this<br />
    but your the one to blame<br />
    <br />
    i still love you<br />
    that won't be any different<br />
    i don't know your future<br />
    but i want to be in it<br />
    <br />
    through the good and bad<br />
    no matter what<br />
    we can get through this<br />
    i can feel it in my gut<br />
    <br />
    i can only hope<br />
    he makes the right decision<br />
    but if he doesn't<br />
    im really gonna miss him.....<br />
    <br />
    By Devanna Robinson<br />
    <br />
    <br />
    WHY IN THE HELL:::<br />
    as the pain grows<br />
    my ego shrinks<br />
    and al i do<br />
    is sit and think<br />
    why this always<br />
    happens to me<br />
    causing me so much<br />
    misery<br />
    so here i am<br />
    trying to stay sane<br />
    my soul falls to pieces<br />
    leaving me in intense pain<br />
    and my broken heart leaves a bloody stain<br />
    <br />
    AMORE MIO:::<br />
    all the things that move through my mind about you makes me wonder, why did i choose someone so wonderouse, so gifted, so spectacular. are the tears i cry over him, the blood i shed for happiness, joy? or are they all for sorrow and pain. in the tym i have known him, i can almost most deffinetly say that it won't b takin in vain. will he hurt me, more than likely, but it is already known that it wont be on meaning. the sonorouse image i get everytym i think of him makes the face of stone that stands fixed to my spirit breakdown the barrier that holds it in place to allow his splendor to shine through. it's as if he has monopolized all my exaustion, my frustration, worries, sadness, and stress into a simple relief and release by the words i love you. some people think that me as a person doesn't even know the complete meaning of love, of pleasure, of joy. i do. no age limit is put on the dffinition of love. by restricting those who wish to love and show love is building bars of imprisonment infront of a beneviolently deserving heart.it's almost as if a mark as been left , unable to face the effects of ebrasion caused by the scarring words of others. the love that i feel is ageless, timeless, can withstand aggranized humor and anger of others. at times when i'm in his presence, talking to him, imagining him being arouond me, i bask in the bastings of happipness until the nest tym we meet and behave bonding hearts. on the brink of shouting out all my emotions of him in one contiououse breath, to any and all that will listen. brimful to actually do it. shold i stop being happy everytym he picks up the phone and the answer from the other end is hey buttercup. all the trials and tribulations that are building up in anguish and in anger, in frustration and fear vanish as if in constant castigation. i want his heart, his mind, his spirit, his well being, him in general. he has allowed me to have it. not sexually , i don't need it. mentally, emotionally. i have dine the same for him. so many things left to be said to prove in the best way how im feeling about now. disharmony is not an option, nor is discontent. disconcerted of all these feelings at once,i must say when i lay down at night hoping and dreaming of the next tym he'll hold me in his arms, the next tym i run my fingers through his hair. too many tymes have i wondered if he loves me the way he says he does, if he's just using my own love for his own personal gain. somehow deep in my own mind, my own spirit, i know he isn't on that. i can tell just by how he carries himself. i already know we will hit some rought patches in our lives but contentment will soon b found. things, no matter wat tey may be will work out. stand strong enough together to allow both pain and love to thrive in harmony as one. to make this love both evenly glorious or groutesque. a path can be chosen of any degree but will still have pot holes reguardless. but i have his heart, he has my mind and soul. with my own crying eyes not of pain but of joy, i can see the brightness of the dawn and the light that has yet to shine through on such a gloriouse revelation. for this i look forward to it all as i have looked forward to those things that have already happened. i kno he will keep them coming.<br />
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    IS IT LOVE?:::<br />
    you want his touch<br />
    the taste of his lips<br />
    the way he speakes<br />
    the way he talkes<br />
    the confidence he has when he walks<br />
    when you meet<br />
    all anger dissapears<br />
    you have no torubles<br />
    you have no fears<br />
    you know in your mind<br />
    that it's not a game<br />
    and you also know<br />
    he wants the same<br />
    you fantasize<br />
    about what can be done<br />
    try to figure out<br />
    if he is the one<br />
    do you picture him in mind<br />
    smile when you see him<br />
    think that everythiung will be just fine<br />
    he's there when you need him<br />
    all these things describe who it is your mind<br />
    and i can guarantee<br />
    that the thoughts<br />
    will never be left behind<br />
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    by devanna robinson<br />
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