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  • Artist Info: A simple guy trying to vent, and find someone that thinks hes worth something. Nothing more means much to me.<br />
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    Having fun is a hobby of mine and hopefully same with you ^^<br />
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    Linkin Park is one of my favorite bands. The strangest thing about them is that you can relate to almost every song, even though if its not to the 100%.<br />
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    "Breaking the Habit" - Linkin Park<br />
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    Memories consume<br />
    Like opening the wound<br />
    I'm picking me apart again<br />
    You all assume<br />
    I'm safe here in my room<br />
    Unless I try to start again<br />
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    [Bridge:]<br />
    I don't want to be the one<br />
    The battles always choose<br />
    'Cause inside I realize<br />
    That I'm the one confused<br />
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    [Chorus:]<br />
    I don't know what's worth fighting for<br />
    Or why I have to scream<br />
    I don't know why I instigate<br />
    And say what I don't mean<br />
    I don't know how I got this way<br />
    I know it's not alright<br />
    So I'm breaking the habit<br />
    I'm breaking the habit <br />
    Tonight<br />
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    Clutching my cure<br />
    I tightly lock the door<br />
    I try to catch my breath again<br />
    I hurt much more<br />
    Than anytime before<br />
    I had no options left again<br />
    <br />
    [Bridge:]<br />
    I dont want to be the one<br />
    The battles always choose<br />
    'Cause inside I realize<br />
    That I'm the one confused<br />
    <br />
    [Chorus:]<br />
    I don't know what's worth fighting for<br />
    Or why I have to scream<br />
    I don't know why I instigate<br />
    And say what I don't mean<br />
    I don't know how I got this way<br />
    I'll never be alright<br />
    So, I'm breaking the habit<br />
    I'm breaking the habit <br />
    Tonight<br />
    <br />
    [Bridge:]<br />
    I'll paint it on the walls<br />
    'Cause I'm the one at fault<br />
    I'll never fight again<br />
    And this is how it ends<br />
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    [Chorus:]<br />
    I don't know what's worth fighting for<br />
    Or why I have to scream<br />
    But now I have some clarity<br />
    to show you what I mean<br />
    I don't know how I got this way<br />
    I'll never be alright<br />
    So, Im breaking the habit<br />
    Im breaking the habit,<br />
    Im breaking the habit,<br />
    Tonight<br />
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    "Before I Forget" - Slipknot<br />
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    Go!<br />
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    Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm<br />
    Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home<br />
    Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm<br />
    Catastrophic, not again<br />
    I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline<br />
    I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's <br />
    Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections,<br />
    I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle<br />
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    Fray the strings<br />
    Throw the shapes<br />
    Hold your breath<br />
    Listen!<br />
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    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
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    I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm<br />
    I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt<br />
    Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions<br />
    I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles<br />
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    Locked in clutch<br />
    Pushed in place<br />
    Hold your breath<br />
    Listen!<br />
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    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
    <br />
    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
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    My end<br />
    It justifies my means<br />
    All I ever do is delay<br />
    My every attempt to evade<br />
    The end of the road and my end<br />
    It justifies my means<br />
    All I ever do is delay<br />
    My every attempt to evade<br />
    THE END OF THE ROAD!<br />
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    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
    <br />
    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
    <br />
    I am a world before I am a man<br />
    I was a creature before I could stand<br />
    I will remember before I forget<br />
    BEFORE I FORGET THAT!<br />
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    Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah<br />
    Yeah, yeah, yeah, OH!<br />
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    "Monster" - Skillet<br />
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    The secret side of me, I never let you see<br />
    I keep it caged but I can't control it<br />
    So stay away from me, the beast is ugly<br />
    I feel the rage and I just can't hold it<br />
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    It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls<br />
    It comes awake and I can't control it<br />
    Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head<br />
    Why won't somebody come and save me from this? Make it end!<br />
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    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
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    I, I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
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    My secret side I keep hid under lock and key<br />
    I keep it caged but I can't control it<br />
    'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down<br />
    Why won't somebody come and save me from this? Make it end!<br />
    <br />
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    <br />
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
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    It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp<br />
    There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart<br />
    No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream<br />
    Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster<br />
    <br />
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    <br />
    I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    I've gotta lose control, it's something radical<br />
    I must confess that I feel like a monster<br />
    <br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
    I, I feel like a monster<br />
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    Cutting<br />
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    in short it doesn't work.<br />
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    I've done it once (three times but they were nothing so i can really only say once) nothing ever feels solved.<br />
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    For those of you who do cut and are ready to yell at me, the only reason it actually works is because you think it does. The mind is very powerful. It makes us different from every other animal on the planet. People convince themselves things are real. Ghosts don't exist except for the people so determined that they are real. Cutting doesn't work, you only think it does. What sometimes works is punching your self you release anger through stress with result. And other wise that really doesn't work either. A good way to release stress is to listen to music. And none of this avenged seven fold, or slipknot or black sabbath, listen to something happy. You'll feel really strange for a while but it works. Try something like alternative, or polka as strange as it sounds. Now please don't think I run around all day pumping french polka in to my ears. I'm not that strange (to all my friends don't comment on that XD) but if u need it, don't hold back even if its crazy. If u need to, its because you've done crazier already so it should be no big deal. <br />
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    I like to help people. If u need some one to talk to I'm always hear as some to listen and talk to. <br />
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    I'm quite normal, really I am. I just think too much XD<br />
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    Knock knock!<br />
    Whos there?<br />
    Me!<br />
    *Closes door*
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