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Mkay I guess Im gonna try this.<br />
Im a chick, *surprise-surprise* and my real name is Jessica, most people call me Jessie. I have brown hair but right now the sun is high-lighting it so much that I fear Ill have blonde hair D: I have really bad asthma Iv already had maybe 5 attacks. I have annoying glasses. I love to draw but I rarely make anything I like anymore, but everyone says "you need to pursue your art career!!! biggrin " mkay surrrre... :/ i love almost all music but Rap and the Beatles i just cant stand them. my favorite band is Green Day iv seen them in concert twice and both times they rocked my face off biggrin I love animals! i am very self conconces on how I look and I have very low self esteem. im also a horrible speller so bare with me. sometimes im am SUPER hyper but most of the time i act depressed. I despise crying, but lucky for me, i cry almost ALL the time. i cry when im sad angry or when im really into a book and i feel the characters feelings... i use to be a complete tomboy, because in KINDERGARDEN i was back stabbed and made fun by the girls so 1st, 1st(my parents held me back because the teacher did not teach only put us down) and most of 2nd grade i had no friends and all my teachers hated me but then at kinda the end of the year i made TWO friends they were both boys and so i became part of the guy crowd you know exploding things playing gory video games the usge. But then in third grade i was walking next to this chick and we both looked down and saw a sock. we picked it up, named it socky ( XD ) and played with it, we pushed on it on the swings went down slides with it. i made a chick friend. and she is still my friend today. and she even introduced me to my other best friends. i had a "group" one that i fit in to. one that i still have today because of that one chick. and i love her for that. and that year i even had a teacher that liked me biggrin ( im very sarcastic so not very many people like me) i has a beloved cat Boots he is my only friend at times (at home) um many people have called me depressing and a downer many people at school hate me just because.(after one conversation with someone they either hate me or love me) i do only hadve a smallish group of friends but they are people that i trust. Its weird it seems like everyone at school knows me even if i dont know them. O-o and im still friends with those two boys and almost every year after 3rd grade i gained another friend...it makes me happy. iv been called the "Queen of Sarcasticasm" iv either made people laugh with my sarcasm or made them veryvery angry... ive been crushing on one dude for 5 years. yes, i know. im a creeper. i like shane dawson and matt brian brown on youtube, my favorite actors are (in this order) heath ledger johnny depp and ian somerholder. my idol is billie joe armstrong. My other likes are spewed across my pro XD<br />
um iv thought about death, and questioned life. like is this just a dream? or am i just a figment of someones imagination?... and i promise you i havent tried pot, YET. but seriously? pot is not a drug its a plant. and i has a whole report on why it should be leagal so i think you know where i stand on that. I have no religion. and before you get in my face about me being a "devil worshiper" look up the definition of "ATHEIST" and dont shove your religion down my throat its not a dick. I may say "omg or jesus christ" or "god dammit" but that has just been fucking grinded into my speech i cant help it everyone says it just like everyone says "like" every other word. i have reeaaaally bad joints id crack my knuckles and scare alot of people around me even people that werent really phiscally close to me.... :/ I write a liltle bit... mostly poems. im trying to learn how to play the guitar but my joints arent cooperating. i looooooooove dream catchers. i have about 27 of them so the nightmares finally stopped. like i said i have asthma. and to people that dont have it and think its just an excuse, imagine your self being UNable to breath. no matter how many times you try to gasp in air its still not enough. theres spots in your vision then it blurs, and then your falling and once you hit the ground you cant move you retch the lucky ones get to pass out then but you just lay there your movements are grogy and everything seems like its going in slow motion.this can kill you. your loved ones can walk in and find you lifeless on the floor. you cant do anything until it passes or you die. so if you ever make fun of me or others because we have asthma, just imagine what i just told you, its even worse than it sounds.<br />
And if you ever piss me off i will proably be hating you till the die i die smile <br />
Well, i think im gonna end this cuz im pissed off now i might add/change it later
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