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  • Artist Info: I live in one of the tropical island of the Philippines, I was born on November 12. I enjoy reading quotes, star gazing, being around nature and being alone.... I am a NATURE LOVER and an ANIME ADDICT. I spend most of my time being around nature, on the computer trying to find out what the government doing for nature, reading books, eating chocolate and sweets, watching T.V. (mostly anime) and sleeping or taking a nap....<br />
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    I love animals especially puppies and cats. I like keeping all my secrets to myself. I sometimes dream of disasters usually with water (I hate those dreams!!).I try to spend time with my friends but i usually ending trying to avoid them. They always tell me that i am creative. Some of them tell me that i am like a painting, they say that just like a painting it may take time to understand me and that i can hide my feelings and pretend to have other ones....<br />
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    I try to stay awake in class especially afternoon classes. I never waste time doing things i know i can never do. I like to daydream cause I feel relaxed when I do. I like anything connected with nature.<br />
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    I like being in fields or forest while reading and the fresh air pass by me like kids playing in front of me. I like being alone in the silence (but not completely alone) and think about the good and bad times I had. I always thought that my animal spirit is a wolf, a loner or a pack mate and always cares for nature.<br />
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    I have been on gaia for almost three years now and I have to say that this online game will be the most memorable one I had. I have always let fate drive the wheel of my life and not try to make it go to the corners just to make my life better. Sometimes I don't like doing anything and just stare at my self or the wall or something that doesn't move.<br />
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    I am the one my friends rely on but sometimes they rely on me too much that I try to avoid them and end up fighting with them or not talking to them for a while, our longest fight was two and a half months and I consider it the worst time of my life cause our fight lasted through my birthday but I am thankful to my new friend who always tries to make us back to being friends but I always refuse and in the end they were the ones apologizing and on those months of being alone I considered it as a time to control myself and my life has been so peaceful after that but my relationship with them became thin but I never regretted those days of my peaceful life.<br />
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    I always think that time will tell whether nature will be alright in the years or if my life will be successful or not. My ambition is to become an environmentalist so that i can help restore nature or a scientist who can find out things that can find out things to help nature. <br />
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    my short little story about friendship^^<br />
    it was a cloudy and gloomy day. i was out shopping but when i came home no one was there.i looked everywhere but i was still alone in our house. i went to my room hoping to find someone there but the only thing i found was a note saying "go to the dormitory at your school... COME ALONE". without a minute to lose i went to my school and ran to the dormitory. <br />
    the lights were out but i didn't bother to turn it on, terrified of what i might find. i slowly went into the room but before i was 2 meters away from the door it suddenly slammed close locking me inside. then i heard a voice it said "don't worry, i won't hurt you". i replied with a shaking voice "what do you want?". i slowly tip-toed towards the light switch and turn the light on slowly like it weighed a ton.<br />
    then the light flashed on and i was so happy to see it like a blind man who saw his first sight at the sun. <br />
    then i looked around the room and saw a handsome boy about my age and was looking down. i wanted to ask hm a question but somehow i can't find my voice. but before i found it the boy said "i'm sorry for dragging you here" then with a little sound i said "what do you want from me?" the boy answered "don't you remember me? don't you remember this setting? don't you know who i am?!" the boy then lifted his head and i saw him crying. but before i could ask him why he was crying he cut me off and said "i thought we promised that we won't forget each other, i thought we promised to be best friends forever but why did you forget me ". then i remembered a shallow memory with the same setting as this. it was a sunny day and i was with my best friend at the park but it rained and we headed for shelter but the only thing we can find was a garage. we went in and i sat at a corner and my best friend followed me. he asked e "are you alright?" and i nodded but i sneezed and my best friend wrapped around me and said "don't worry we'll be alright, i promise i won't leave you" i replied "me too..." and then my best friend promised "promise we won't forget each each other" i smiled and said "promise". but the next day he left me, my very own best friend left me and he also brought that promise with him.<br />
    but before i could continue that flash back the boy just shouted "WHY?!" then with no fear i said "is that you james?" then the boy was shocked and said "you do remember me" i ran toward him and hugged him tightly and he hugged me back. but i pulled away and said "why did you leave me?! how dare you go without saying goodbye!!" and he replied "im sorry but i'm back now for you". <br />
    i would have continued the argument but i just enjoy the moment for my best friend was finally back with me.....<br />
    (the character's in the story are all fictional and not real)<br />
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    thats all i can share to you for now and please comment but if you don't wanna i won't force you......<br />
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    .......................MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL...........
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