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  • Artist Info: the friends that i use to have dont understand, there too blinded by there own self pitty to know what it means to be sad.so i say to there soulless hearts jabz is dead!!!!!......(I am CodeyBear004)....The sad stories of our lives is a long tail to tell. But I will tell it to you. The one I loved I passed up, back in high school was the time just for me. I had every thing back then. Friends and happiness. Every day I saw them. Up and down the halls. But I never had the guts to tell anybody or anyone. But now I yell on the inside. I need somebody to love me. The way I am is the only thing that is real in my life, and I even wonder about that from time to time. Who is to blame. Was it my fault for not having the balls to say what’s on my mind. Sometimes I wish I can turn back time and make things right. To make thing just right for me and everybody. As I tell the sad story of my life. I still ponder dose he ever think about me. Was I ever on his mind. I let the one I loved pass me by, all I have is nothing, so I will wallow in my own self pity. And I will feel bad for myself. Cuz it seems no one care about me. If you think it's you, if someone want's to find me, I'll be waiting witch open arm's and a smile a pon my face. We will love and cry. We I'll tell each other the truth of our love, cuz i will love anyone and she will love me. But it seems like all I really have is my memories and my childhood fantasy’s.
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