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I must say do to the sudden realazations alot of my friends have had where they talk of how they have all figured out what the're alive for it makes me wonder what is my reason for living. i have yet to reach a realization that makes me see what the ******** the point of everything i have gone through. Is there some reason behind this or is it just plainly i have no reason behind life any more. before i would think it was to help others but i havent been doing that lately or ever honestly cause to think about it i have just been there as a burden a person who would ******** up every-bodies good time with my constant apathetic feelings and the lingering feeling of hoplessness. Most people who are reading this want to tell me i am wrong and have helped them but think back i have screwed you over more than i have helped you. So this is why i am starting to question my verry existance. comments on what i wrote would be appreciated.

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I am just me a weird kid with weird friends and a weird sence of reality if u dont like me then fine thats ur opinion of me i dont really care.


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xXAngelic-CatXx

06/21/2009 5:28 pm

xXAngelic-CatXx

Hey, this is Sarah, do you ever get on anymore?
xXx_Jade Love_xXx

06/19/2009 6:43 pm

xXx_Jade Love_xXx

hey I love ur avi!!!


2 HOT!


<333
meow-mix13

01/03/2009 4:49 pm

meow-mix13

hey whats new??
xzzxz2

12/24/2008 11:34 pm

xzzxz2

OMFG..your...olllille....my...key8ord....8roke...so...I'm..typillg...like...this..lol


whats...up
Su9aR_Ed

09/28/2008 7:14 am

Su9aR_Ed

happy b'day..!=)


~akaRi~
meow-mix13

09/09/2008 6:00 pm

meow-mix13

HEY HEY SEXY MAN!! LOL WHATS UP!
Emo_without_Love

08/05/2008 9:08 am

Emo_without_Love

Hey dude you never on anymore. I really miss talking to you.Hope i can get to speak with you soon
Su9aR_Ed

07/07/2008 8:53 pm

Su9aR_Ed

hii..^^
skittles love bug

07/06/2008 1:40 pm

skittles love bug

well if you would talk to me it would help girrrrrr you neaver go on
GothicGirl_999

07/02/2008 7:23 pm

GothicGirl_999

hey whats up

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~Is it possible to feel so dead inside but be alive, can we continue to live like we are happy and like the world is okay, i know i am dieing more and more but who will show me i am alive not dead and sum what normal in the head~