I love you. More than I think you will ever know. I'm afraid to say because what I've said before. Forgive my words and listen to my heart. Like I'm trying to do. In the end Fate will either bring us together or tears us apart into a million pieces.



Me ^^
ATTENTION- before you get to know me. i warn you I can be a major arse. Sometimes you catch me during bad days. Sorry xD

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...Drop pants, not bombs
Break dance, not hearts
make love, not war
Im 16 years young. Birthday-January 17th
I think too much, but never am able to say what's really going on in my head.
I rarely care about anything, but when I do care, I'll make sure you're aware of it.
I trip and bust my a** on everything, and can turn any sentence into a perverted joke.
I'm the most stubborn and argumentative person there is, but I'll always let you win.
What I have now, I never want to let go of.
I know who i am and who im not.
Dont like me? ******** off.
Dont lie to me.
Dont label me.
Dont even try to control me.
Chances are you cant even handle me.
Think you can? Talk to me.
Im so confused right now Youll never know how it is
death is knocking on my door

I tried suicide more than once in the last week and got caught
my life isnt how it should be because im a ******** dumbshit
want to help get me back to normal? good luck because you cant
if your looking for friendship, i am beside you all the way..want more than that? You better be in for a ride.
I am an individual. You cant fix me. You cant help me.
Just stand by me <3 ]
Im a dreamer i always day dream and just..think. I always seem to get lost in my thoughts.
I have a different outlook on life that most people dont agree with but w.e its my outlook not yours.
Im agnostic and nihilistic. Wanna change that? Good luck.
Im lost, but im okay with that. .
Im as bad as it can get and good as it can be. \
Im an angel im a devil i am sometimes in between.
Im someone filled with self belief im haunted by self doubt.
Ive got all the answers but nothing figured out.
Try to figure me out you never can, cause theres so many things i am.
lets get something straight.
Im gay ^^


Branananana <3
Youre so great and perfect in so many ways..itd take forever to list.
Youre my best friend. forever hun ^^

pauli your my bestest buddy you make me smile when im sad and for that I thank you SO SO much babe,
i love you

I dont have any siblings anymore.
my sister died.
I had a daughter and a mother.
they died.
i have a loving stand in mother and a loveing stand in sister named missy and bella
they mean so much to me.
im insecure
care to change that?
I might let you try.
I flirt to much for my own good.
I look forward to the new day.
the day closer to my death.
\The (Other) Facts
I am not a big fan of small cities
I hate being in small rooms
I have a huge problem with spiders
I am addicted to my phone
I want to travel everywhere
I think green is the best
I don't think I'm a people-person
I have a slight fear of briefs
I like the sound of rain
I will die when I please
I can't wait to be famous