About

Hi kool people!!!
So you want to know about me huh?
Well the first thing is my name is Becky.
I can't spell very good...
I don't have any more ferrets.
And i have 2 dogs.
And now 2 bunnys.
I live with my daddy, my mommy, and my sissy.
I have a boyfriend,
I love him soooooooooooooo much.
I love alot of people...
I love to many people...
But I love him more.
My favorit color is black,
Just like my soul.
But for the people that say black is not a color...
Then my favorit color is red.
I dyed my hair dark blue, pink, purple, orange, blond, and red.
Yes, I dyed it again...
Now its red abd blue stripes.
It does NOT look like an Amarican flag.
I eat creal with a fork.
And for the people that call me names,
Behind my back,
Or anything,
SHUT UP!!!
Atleast I have the guts to try something new.
I hate when people talk behind my back,
If you have something to say,
Say it to my face!
Or on the cumputer.
I love to draw random things.
If you want me to draw something just ask.
I hate when people play stuped jokes on me.
So if you hate me go ahead.
If you like being my friend,
Then stay away from the jokes...
I hate liers!!!
My heart has been broken oh so many times.
I tend to flirt without knowing of it,
Im sorry.
I can be really nice...
But then I can be really mean.
I can not sing very good.
Music is my life!!!
If you ask me if im emo I will say no.
If you ask again I will say yes.
If you keep asking then I will just laugh.
I havent skiped or failed any grades.
I love to talk.
As you can tell.
I do need help,
But I wont take any.
If you cut the games and the crap,
Just talk to me you will find,
Im not that bad of a person at heart.
Just give me a chance.
If you do,
You might find I am different then the others,
WAY different,
I cant help that I am different.
I will always try to help you.
Yes, i have stupid braces.
My room is red and black strips on top,
The bottom of my walls are red and black checkers.
I have red and black lights.
I don't think i am pretty.
I personaly think i am ugly.
But some people disagree.
I think they are just trying to be nice.
My life is complicated.
It may take you years to understand me.
But i got time to talk.
If you want you can wast your time talking to me.
I want a fishy.
Every fish I get dies. =[
I really want to go to Texas.
But i am saveing up money to go to 4 states.
Washington state,
North Carilina,
Californa,
and Texas.
I have reasons to go to all of them.
When I get hyper i cant sit still.
If I dont laugh at everything you say,
Don't assume I dont care.
If I make faces at you,
Don't assume I dont like you.
If I dont answer you,
Don't assume Im not listening.
If I dont show emotions,
Don't assume I don't have feelings.
If I don't fight back,
Don't assume Im wirthless.
If I say "I hate you",
Don't assume I mean it all the time.
If I don't say no to anything,
Don't assume I'll do everyting.
If I fall and get hurt but don't show it,
Don't assume Im fine.
If I don't punch you in the face,
Don't assume I don't want to.
If Im nice to you,
Don't assume I can't be mean.
If I say stop,
Don't assume Im kidding.
When you assume,
You make an a** out of u and me.
If you ever forget how to spell assume,
Think if it like that.
Want to know anymore about me?
Just ask.
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One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
Back-to-back they faced eachother.
Drew their swords and shot each other.
One was blind and the other couldn't see.
So they chose the dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "hooray!"
A deaf police man heard the noise,
And came and shot the two dead boys.
A paralysed donkey walked by,
Kicked the copper in the eye,
Sent him throght a ruber wall.
Into a dry ditch and drownd them all.
(If you dont believe this lie is true...
Ask the blind man--he saw it too!)
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Heres a tiny poem I shall write,
To wish you the best of night,
And if it is day when you come to see,
I hope this sets a smile free.
Have a nice day!
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My life may have been crappy,
But thinking of her keeps me happy.
Her heart is like solid gold,
Or so I was told.
Her eyes are as beautiful as the morning sun,
And she's a lot of fun.
She means so much to me from the start,
And I mean that from my heart.
She's one girl I think about,
And makes me shout out.
It feels great to say her name,
So it will never get lame.
Her face keeps me sane,
And never causes me pain.
I wish she can see,
How much she really means to me.
She has and always forever will be in my heart,
Just like she has from the start.
(a poem my friend wrote for me)






















Hey, do you even care about that girl?
Of course you don't.
Did you even think of how she feels?
You never cared.
Her pain is the price paid for you to belong.
The other people always pick on her.
They bash on her friends.
Did you ever wonder what that does to her?
You never did.
Did you ever question the cuts on her wrists?
You just didn't care.
Hey maybe this stuff is more than harmless to her.
Maybe this hurts her.
Maybe she goes home and thinks suicide.
Why didn't you ever talk to her?
You just DON'T CARE?
Why is she getting thinner?
They only called her fat once.
No, she's just not hungry.
Did you ever wonder why she didn't eat lunch?
No, you didn't.
Why does she go to the bathroom after she actually eats lunch?
You never gave it a second thought.
They're calling her worthless and that she should either get a life or die.
She just stands there.
You think it's wrong to say those things.
You do NOTHING, though.
She doesn't look like it's bothering her.
When they leave, you leave.
You don't see if she goes to an empty classroom and cries.
You don't see her at home in the middle of the night with a razorblade.
She comes to school the next day, looking normal.
They pick on her WORSE.
You don't bother comforting her, do you? She can take it.
That day is the last time you saw her alive.
She believed everything they said.
Bet you wished you would have talked to her now, don't you?
Or maybe you don't.
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Fake Friends: Never ask for food.
True Friends: Are the reasons you have no food.
Fake Friends: Call your parents Mr/Mrs.
True Friends: Call your parents DAD/MOM.
Fake Friends: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
True Friends: Would sit next to you saying "Damn ... we messed up ... but that s**t was fun!"
Fake Friends: Never seen you cry.
True friends: Cry with you.
Fake Friends: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
True Friends: Keep your s**t so long they forget its yours.
Fake Friends: Know a few things about you.
True Friends: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.
Fake Friends: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
True Friends: Will kick the whole crowds a** that left you.
Fake Friends: Would knock on your front door.
True Friends: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"
Fake Friends: Are for a while.
True Friends: Are for life.
Fake Friends: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.
True Friends: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "b***h drink the rest of that you know we don't waste s**t."
Fake Friends: Will talk s**t to the person who talks s**t about you.
True Friends: Will knock them the f**k out.
Fake Friends: Will read this.
True Friends: Will steal this, just like I did.
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-When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]
-When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]
-When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]
-When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]
-When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]
-When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]
-When she pulls away = [Pull her back]
-When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]
-When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]
-When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]
-When she's scared = [Protect her]
-When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]
-When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
-When she teases you = [Tease her back and make her laugh]
-When she doesn't answer for a long time = [reassure her that everything is okay]
-When she looks at you with doubt = [Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
-When she says that she loves you =[she really does more than you could understand]
-When she grabs at your hands = [Hold her's and play with her fingers]
-When she bumps into you = [bump into her back and make her laugh]
-When she tells you a secret = [keep it safe and untold]
-When she looks at you in your eyes = [don't look away until she does]
-WHEN SHE MISSES YOU = [SHES HURTING INSIDE]
-When you break her heart = [the pain NEVER really goes away]
-When she says its over = [she STILL wants you to be hers]
-Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-NEVER call her hot
-Pretty and beautiful is SO much better
-Say you love her more than she could ever love you
-Argue that she is the best girl ever
-When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
-When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her
-Because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
-Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
-Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
-Treat her like she's all that matters to you
-Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
-Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
-Give her the world
-Let her wear your clothes
-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
-Let her know she's important
-Kiss her in the pouring rain
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I'm gonna draw a picture,
a picture with a twist,
I am gonna draw a picture,
a picture on my wrist,
I'll draw it with a razor blade,
I'll draw it on my wrist,
once I'm finished with a picture,
a fountain will appear,
once the fountain is gone,
all my troubles will disappear
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Month One: Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heartbeat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two: Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three: You know what Mommy I'm a boy!!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four: Mommy my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five: You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six: I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it?
It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy!
HELP me!

Month Seven: Mommy... I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . . One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
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boy: what's up
girl: nm u
boy: i got my G.E.D.
girl: OMG!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU!
boy: yeah thx
girl: i have to tell you something
boy: go ahead
girl: well i love you.i always have, i cared about you and your always in my heart
boy: that's cool i love you too but your too young, you're 14 and i'm 18
girl: but i love you, age shouldn't matter
boy: i know you do and i love you but i found this girl and she's my age
girl: i just thought.....(crying she logs off)
the next day the boy turns on the news and hears that a 14 yr old girl cut her wrists and wrote on the wall "Age never matters"
The boy then receives a call from the girl he chose and she says "I'm leaving you for the one i love."
that night the boy hanged himself and writes on the wall"she's right. Age doesn't matter. I love you and always will."
IF YOU AGREE THAT AGE SHOULDN'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOU LOVE THEM THEN POST THIS ON YOUR PROFILE.
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Forget his name....
Forget his face....
Forget his kiss...his warm embrace....
Forget the love that you once knew...
Remember he has someone new....
Forget him when they play your song...
Remember when you cried all night long...
Forget how close you once were....
Remember he has chosen her....
Forget how you memorized his walk....
Forget the way he used to talk....
Forget the things he used to say....
Remember he has gone away....
Forget the way he held you tight....
Remember he's with her tonight...
Forget the way he said he'd leave you.. never.
Remember that he is gone...
FOREVER...




















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