Some of my poems...
Falling into the Unknown
Some look at me and say I'm falling,
others say I'm soaring,
but on the inside I'm breaking,
I feel as though I've lost who I am,
I don't know where I am,
much less where I'm going,
I don't belong anywhere,
It's as though I'm dieing,
but yet I feel no pain,
thinking of what I've lost,
thinking in my memories,
I'm slowly dieing,
but yet I write my feelings still,
as though nothing was happening.
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Sadness
Ever since you left me,
all I do is cry,
I can't look at anyone,
the same way I did before,
Who else will betray me?
I'm not really sure.
I thought we'd be together,
till the very end,
then out of nowhere,
I felt as though you stabbed me,
and didn't seem to mind,
you left me there to bleed,
you left me there to die.
Uhmm...Me?
First thing ANYONE should know about me is that I don't give a damn what other people think of me. If you hate me, I don't care, you like me, That's cool. You can cuss me out and I don't care.
As dark as I dress and write, even sometimes act. I'm not like that. I'm a fun-loving chick that loves to be the goof ball with friends and the odd child out at parties. I'm not the slut at parties I'm the chick that is on the dance floor probably rocking to her own beat (which is nowhere near to the beat of the actual music)
. I've been told that I'm immature. Which I can't argue with. I do pout and stamp my foot like a 3 year old. I also have the innocence of a little kid. But I do know when to act my age or even older when needed (Not for trouble >>)
I've also been told I'm easily loved. >.> <.< Which I'm still trying to figure out. Considering alot of people don't like me.
I hate when people make fun of my friends. Along with being a little innocent chick I can be a b***h if you lead me to it. I try not to be but I don't like people messing with my friends. If you have a problem with me then say it to me.
I'm very protective of the ones I love. They turn to me and can trust me and I never let them down. We all watch each other's back as well as our own.
Something that reallllyyy gets on my nerves is when someone who has a problem with me takes it out on my friends. If you have a problem with me then mess with me.
I'm a very independant person who can stand up for herself. Even though no one belives me to be that kind of person.
Im straight, I dun care if ppl are bi or gay I treat them all the same because they are just ppl too.
My Favorite:
Anime - Inuyasha, Naruto, Fruits Basket, Shugo Chara and Vampire Night.
Book(s) - The Twilight series and Vampire Kisses ^,...,^
Food - Steak and Shrimp and bacon
ice-cream - Vanilla!!! (=^^=)
Things I hate:
Guys who just want a sex toy, The song Hey there Delilah, Noobs who just want a Girlfriend. WHORES!!! ><
Some things I look for in a guy:
Nothing. I'm Happily Married.
RANDOM CRAP
<3 The Rules of LOVE <3
kiss on the lips = i love you
kiss on the ear = you are special
kiss on the nose = laughter
kiss on the cheek = friendship
kiss on the forehead = i comfort you
kiss on the neck = i want you
kiss on the shoulder = you are wonderful
kiss anywhere else = be careful
play around with hair = cant live without you
holding hands = happiness
arms around waist = you are mine and i need you
a hug = i care
nibble on the ear = start warming up
lifting eyebrows/wink = flirtation
looking around = hiding feelings
tender kiss on the side of your lips = your mine
wetting your lips = waiting for a kiss
tear drop = i'm losing you
crying = i lost you
~~Random Quiz results~~
*****Which Label suits you best*****
Emo
it seems like no one understands you. you like black, music and also anything privite to you. you spent a lot of time to yourself thinking about what's going on in the world.
*****what type of style suits you*****
gothic
you love anything old and gothic. darker colurs seem more appealing and mysterious to you. you hate bleach blond barbies and prefer natural and classic beauty.you have a similar style as vita von tease.
*****What Time of Day are you?*****
You are midnight.
You are darkness and moonlight and a sky full of stars. You're nocturnal, but not in a lonely way. You are the moment when an unbelievably good rock show goes into its third encore. Just when everyone starts to wonder if it's finally over, the band runs back on stage and starts another song. You are the time of night when everybody knows it's getting late, but nobody wants to go home. You are the smoke machines, still going strong, and the stage lights that make that smoke glow blue and red. You are the warm mass of people singing along in unison, the sweaty rockers, the guitar solo, and that split second when you could swear the lead singer looked in your direction
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renz
ok Neko
wats ur name?
ok..tnx
yeah
guess its the guy with the same hair with me
well im looking for a thread in camp chaos, saw a thread of ur friend, i saw ur avi in his profile, clicked it and saw ur profile ^_^
no
w0w cool profile
hey