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This surprise isn't for you, it's for Austin. I love you, Austin! I love you, I love you. I love you! I can't stop thinking about you and I don't think I'll ever stop thinking about you. Hearing your voice every night saying that you love me, makes me feel wanted in life. You're the only one that's keeping me alive. I thank you for always being here for me. I'll always love you no matter what people try to do in between us, or what people try say about you. I will love you forever.
I remember the first day I've met you. We were just friends, thinking nothing more than that. I was always your #1 fan. For nearly three years we have known each other now. One day, when I got into a relationship problem, you've help me go through with it. Though I did love another person, that couldn't help himself but always hurt me, you've helped me realize what love really means.
On June 14th was suppose to be the day, until we've both done someone wrong during those 6 days. We broke apart on June 19th, because I thought you would have been better off without me and move on with those other girls. I did to move on a day after. . Stupidly with the same guy that has hurt me.
I wasn't as happy as I was with you. So I left the guy, but before I could even leave him, he was the one that left. Now I know that I was right. I love you. I know you wouldn't just take me back, so I just sent you PM:
I'm Sorry.
Dear Austin,
I'm sorry for being an a*****e towards you. I was being an absolute a** because I was mad/sad that I lost you. I don't know, but I thought you would have realized that I was so jealous. I guess you didn't. It's okay though, I just wanted you to have fun without having me in your way. From my site of view, you're much more happier without me and I want to keep it that way.
I'm really sick right now and I guess it's like a sign from God saying "Why the ******** hell did you do that, Eileen?! You've made such a fail decision!" I'm just a stupid little girl that doesn't know her path yet. I've been sick since that one day. It kept getting worse as days progress, but I guess I'm feeling much better since I'm typing all of this.
I hope you've been doing fine, I worry about you a lot and I think about you every day. Yeah, seriously. Well I guess I have to finish this off before my mom comes home and see me on the computer. I'm sorry for everything that made you get all pissed at me. I hope you aren't now, if you still are. . I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sorry, Austin. Forgive me?
Love,
Eileen
You forgave me. So June 24 was the day we've got back together and still is together. No more problems were made. So I know I've made the right decision being with you. love you, Austin. Forever I will.
SO ANYWAYS. . BACK TO YOU.
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7.21.09
9/4/09 HIEI CAME TO ******** THIS n***a UP AND I DID -STOMP STOMP STOMP- I AM THE NEW CHAMPION
Heres me and some random ******** in my town...
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