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Her crooked creed

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My original profile message is in by blog, yes I fianaly took that down~~

Your mother will say it. "Don't go outside like that!"
You classmates will jeer. "Can't you be more normal?"
Your boyfriend will lament. "It's embarrassing to walk along the street with you."
But you've already met with it.
The thing you have desired at great lengths.
And you already know it.
The location of your store, where you are free to go.

Gothic & Lolita ---- It's not a style, but fate.
Gothic & Lolita ---- Not a fad, but a raison de etre.

Mama wa iimasu. Sonna okashina kakko o shite soto ni denaide to.
Kyuuyuu wa waraimasu. Motto nachuraru ni narina yo to.
Koibito wa nagekimasu. Issho ni michi o aruku no ga hazukashii to.
Demo de-atte shimatta no desu.
Jibun ga enen to motomete ita mono ni.
Shitte shimatta no desu.
Doko ni mo nai to shimete ita jibun no misebashou ga atta koto o.

Goshikku & roriitaa ---- sore wa sutairu ja naku shokumei.
Goshikku & roriitaa ---- sore wa de wa naku sonzai riyuu.

The pious orthodox Jews wear their black yamachas and cloaks,
Wear their sideburns long to live their lives daily in prayer
As you alone must wear these western clothes as proof of your creed
In entrusting your body to a creed of heresy you hesitated a while, didn't you?
But you need draw out only a little courage.
Since you now know what is most important to you.

keiken na chouseitouha no yudaya kyouto tachi ga kuroi boushi to gaitou o chakuyou shi
hoho no momiage o nagaku tobashite nichibichi no seikatsu o inori no naka ni oku you ni
sono oyoufuku o karada ni matou koto wa dare ni mo yuzurenai kimi no shikou no akashi na no desu.
Itan no shinkou ni karada o yudaneru koto ni, kimi wa shibaraku tamerai o omoete imashita ne.
Keredomo kimi wa sukoshi bakari no yuuki o furi-shiborimashita.
Jibun ni totte nani ga ichiban taisetsu na no ka o shitte itta kara desu.

So tie on your head dress above a corsett constrained body,
Train a panie under your skirt and then, if you stand before the mirror,
Will a unicorn appear to bestow a kiss of blessing upon your cheek.
This is what he will say:

Heddodoresu o atama ni tsuke, korusetto de bodi o shimetsuke,
Sukaato no naka ni panie o shikonde, kagami no mae ni tateba
Ikakkujuu ga araware, kimi no hoho ni shukufuku no seppun o sazukemasu.
Ikakkujuu wa iimasu.

These are the battle clothes of the precious ones, the few chosen to fight the many
who lack the power to see dreams.
They will see, and will brand you as an escapee who has rejected the reality of becoming an adult.
But the wished for world of the ones exists only outside of reality.
You knod your head decisively*.
An existance in reality is truly loathesome to you.

Kore wa anata no sentoufuku, yumemiru chikara no nai ooku hitobito to tatakau tame no.
Minna, anata ni otona ni naru koto o kyohi shita genjitsu touhisha no rakuin o osu.
Demo genjitsu o koeta bashou ni shika anata no motomeru sekai wa nai.
Kimi wa kokkuri unazukimasu.
Mou, genjistu ni ikiru no wa unzari na no desu.

So you will live in eternity as a representitive from a world of illusions.
Gothic and Lolita --- those who have been chosen to die as martyrs for beauty.
Gothic and Lolita --- the descendants of devils and angels who hide their wings.

Kimi wa eien no inochi o mochi gensou no kuni no juunin to shite ikiru no desu.
Goshikku & Loliita --- sore wa bi ni junjiru kakugo o motta erabareshi monotachi.
Goshikku & Lolita --- sore wa hane o kakushi motsu akuma to tenshi no matsuei.

By Novala

A large ribbon above a frilled blouse, a wired balerina style skirt. A ring gotten for a dollar, Hello Kitty stationary, and a gigantic stuffed teddy bear. A Lolita shoujo resembles a fool.
"Don't you have anything troubling you?"
"No."
"Any doubts?"
"Nothing really."
"If you come across something bad?"
"I cry."
You eat as much of Handsel and Grettel's gingerbread house as you please. The whole world exists just for you. That was the fake philosophy of the lolita circling round and round the skating rink with a vacant smile plastered opon her laughing face.

My teacher once said something in the midst of his Biology lecture:

"Life always begins from something round. If you think of the shape of an egg you will understand this. The inside, which has no power of resistance, is oriented within a sphere to escape the dangers of the outside world. It has been contrived that living creature's attack instinct decreases both physically and mentally when faced with a round shape. In short, more emblematically stated, there is nothing wrong with saying that a round shape is "cute." Let's consider the chicken. It's progression from not being able to protect itself from the outside world is egg, chick, and finally bird, correct? As for the chick, it tries to ensure its own bodily safety by becoming as round as it can, and that mimics the original round one in cuteness. And for humans as well, a baby, no matter what baby it may be, also has a cute, roundish shape. And when it comes down to it, the extinct Dodo bird, which is famous for being weeded out by natural law due to its inability to protect itself, also had a cute form, much like a stuffed animal in itself."

And I thought that lolitas try to abide by that rule as well. Their big ribbons are a mimicry of a butterfly. And so they adapt to stuffed animals, and go about living while pretending they are incompetent dolls. That is because it's the sole way of receiving protection from the cruelty of this world. If a detective's Burberry trenchcoat is armor for an easily hurt soul, then inside their decorative Jane Marpel fashion, Lolita are wrapping away cells made from glass. And that is the maiden's "hard-boiled-eggism." The skating ring they dance upon is a thin film of ice, the subtlty between truth and fiction. And the Lolita well know that beneath the ice lies the abominable surface of reality, and that when spring comes the ice will melt and fade away. But even still, with the cookoo clock with the broken fiddleheads poking through (only the second hand moves.; the hour and minute hands forever point to the same place), they cannot remove their skates.

If they repeatedly spin faster than time, a miracle's surely bound to occur. Now, waving the ensignia of the lilly high with no incorrigibility meant, let us devote ourselves to our skating if you will.

in her crooked clothes

or in her crooked house

Underground

she was who she was

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II-Bakanishi-Mikanishi-II 01/27/2010 6:26 am: Hello,I am the captain of the "K a w a i i F a s h i o n" guild...This is the first warning:
You have 0 posts,if you don't wanna be banned...Please start and post ^__^
Thankies and sorry for bothering.
`Ami 01/12/2010 1:19 pm: COME CHILL WIT ME PLZ.
iKoike 10/29/2009 1:32 pm: http://www.gaiaonline.com/demonbusters?sub=followers&user_id=7525965
Deathwish_Kyo37 09/14/2009 4:25 am: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Kaizoku Hime Mizuki 08/04/2009 1:57 am: Excuse me, Fiara?
Is your art shop anytime going outta hiatus?
Because I wanna know if it is or not, cuz I don't want to have an uncomplited trade(I just hate those D: ) in my current trades.
Kokoro-chan13 07/26/2009 5:37 pm: hola from that girl in line with for the gaia panel biggrin
sp00kie 06/22/2009 3:26 pm: Ohh my gosshhh
Your soooo adorable!!!!
I love your profile

<333
mango sheep 12/15/2008 8:39 pm: ah ty >__<; you too! ^ ^
Gammo 12/10/2008 11:39 pm: Throw that b***h in the arena though and mail me when it is so I can vote for it. It's spunky. x]
Gammo 12/10/2008 11:35 pm: You're muchos win for burritoing me while I tell you to put your av in the arena. ;o