Right. Back into blog writing. Although I have missed writing in my blog, I have never particualry been a fan of my blog. I just don't find what I have to say exciting. But anyway...
Yes, I am lazy in the fact that I have changed my blog around and now with the new colors you can't see my other entries well because my font is a really stupid color. But it can stay that way.
I'm not sure exactly why, but I am not in the best mood. People are here playing D&D. I'm in here alone using the stupid internet, which I waited and waited for but now I just hate it. It's boring. It's a Friday night and I'm sitting alone in a dark room on the internet with my MSN turned off listening to everyone in the other room laugh and talk while they play their little nerd game.
I guess I am also in a bad mood because Wes forgot I was here and went out and got dinner and didn't tell me. But it's alright I suppose. I have eaten a bowl of cereal for breakfast and a sausage roll as well and a glass of water. That should be plenty of food for a whole day. It's 10 to 9pm. I might actually go to bed really soon. I don't see any point in staying up.
I survived my operation. Which I guess is a good thing....maybe.
I still have no friends. What a suprise. For a while I didn't care. But I do again. But at the same time I can't be ******** bothering. With friends..sure it's company. But it also comes with a lot of bullshit and drama. Plus I don't know if I could ever trust anyone again.
I'm still quiet.
I still spend too much time alone.
I still get depressed.
Actually the only exciting thing to me is happening in August. I am going to see Lano and Woodley live at the Brisbane Powerhouse. It's their last show ever. So it's a must see for me. I got their DVD the other day and have watched it so many times. But I never get bored of the episodes. My bf asked me if I had a favorite character. I thought about it and decided that I didn't. They both have comedic qualities that I find extremely amusing. 
Oh and I got myself a copy of Guild Wars and Guild Wars factions. So if anyone plays those hit me up.
My blog has no structure what so ever....
Another mental issue I have picked up is checking the fat content in food. If I eat something really fatty I pretty much stop eating for the rest of the day even if the fatty thing I ate was the only thing I ate all day. I suppose knowing that it's not good is a sign I wont develop an eating disorder.
XXX
 Homicidal Paperdoll · Fri Jun 30, 2006 @ 12:09pm · 0 Comments |
