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Haven't been on Gaia for a while. o___o Just feel like talking right now... so yesh. .__.

I just got back from this 3 day thingy called SCOEP. I was really scared to go at first because... well, I luff my mommy and I hate leaving her for 3 days. D; I had fun for the first day. Pretty much all we did was play games and go for walks and laughed and stuff.

For the first day we had to seperate in groups. It sucked at first because most of the people in my group were people who usually make fun of me. But they were actually being nice to me! x___x They were talking to me and not making me feel worthless like they usually do.

Unfortunately, on the first night I got really sick. The kind of sick that makes you feel hopped up on glue. Seriously. I don't know if I was just really homesick or if I caught it from someone, but I kept falling in and out of sleep while I was WALKING, I was seeing those little blobby things that always fly around in lava lamps, and I was getting a really high fever. So when we had to go to bed I asked one of the teachers that were sleeping over if I could call home. But oh no. They just said "No, honey, you're only allowed to use the phone for emergencies. Just go take your puffer and you'll feel better." For ******** sakes. It wasn't my asthma. I felt like my head was in a microwave. I was keeping everybody up with my coughing.

Day two. 9:00 in the morning. Our leader thought it was a good idea to go on a hike. In the middle of nowhere. That was last thing in the world I wanted to do. But I value my life so I didn't say anything.

So we're walking. I was so bored and I felt like crap. A bumble bee was following me around and I named him Wilmur. Wilmur the Bee. Catchy, yes? I thought so. Then some b***h screamed at him until he flew away. My only source of happiness. Gone. Was he bothering anybody? No. I wish he would've stung her.

Then when we were on our way back, one of the SCOEP staff members walked with me and said "Wow, Bethany, you don't look so good. Maybe it would be a good idea if you go home with your mom and your sponsor when they come tonight." It looked like she was the only one who actually had any idea of how bad I felt. So she went to go ask the teacher if it would be okay, and she didn't like the idea. She just said "I don't think think you should leave here just because you have a headache. You were having a great time yesterday. There's no reason for you to go home. Blah blah blah." She either thought I was being a wimp or I was faking it. But I did eventually get to go home. So it's all good. <3

Finally done talking, lovies. <3 Buhbyes. x3

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