I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but they aren't usually on purpose, I always follow my friends. I always stayed closer to my friends, because my family don't care about me when I'm in an emotional state. When I'm hurt, physically or emotionally, I always turn to my friends. Why? Because they are the only people that understand me more than my family. My family used to love me, until I got older. To them, I'm suppose to be feeling ok 24/7. When I'm in deep emotional pain, they'll either tell me, "Shut your mouth up boy and wipe dem tears from yo eyes" or "Stop crying. You'll be ok". They don't never want to figure out what's wrong with me. The only person I talk to is usually my sister, but since she's always taking advantage of me, I only talk to my pet dog, Sleepy. Why do I talk out my problems with a dog? Well, when I don't have any friends to talk to, I'll just talk to my dog. Unlike my family, he'll come to me and sit with me on the porch and listen to me. Heh, I know. I look crazy talking to a dog, but my friend told me "Try talking to an animal or your pet. It can help put out stress." I took his advice and what do you know, it works. As for my friends, they are like the only people I'll talk to about my problems or my secrets. They always have my back, through good times and through bad times. Being with them always makes the stressful cloud above my head go away. Yeah, I have such good friends. Even if some of them were dangerous, they had my back. Like in my 10th Grade year, I made friends with this guy named Mike. He seems like the person who would was "friend material", so I befriended him right away. When we got in our 2nd semester, he kinda did something that I got mysteriously brought into. When I decided to wash my face off in the restroom, I saw him with a pistol, pointed at this guy who owed him some money. At first, I was thinking about just letting things slide by and let him get in trouble on his own, but on the other hand, he was my friend and I had to make him let the guy go. I tried talking him out of it, but the guy who was scared called the school cops. By the time he ran out, my friend puts the pistol in my hand and by the time I tried to run, the cop stopped me on my way running out the hall. I kept telling them that the gun wasn't mind. They kept asking whoes was it. I didn't want to say the answer, because I didn't want Mike to go to jail. When I was gonna take the blame, Mike just came in the room and admitted that he was the one with the gun. He got sent to jail a few minutes after he told everything. I asked him "What made you decide to come back? I would've took the blame" and he told me "Well it would be wrong to let you go to jail for something you didn't do. Don't worry about me, I've been to jail before so this ain't new." After that day, I decided to choose my friends wisely. And I did. As for my family, their attention is glued to my baby nephew. Even though they don't care what's going on to me, I just know that they still love me, but I only have trust for my friends. Thank you God, for blessing me with a family and great friends. And I would like to say to my friends on Gaia and mostly in the HHF, thank you. You guys have always manage to make my day better.
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The s**t I go through.
*Sigh* What can I say? I'm a magnet to trouble, drama, and other s**t I'm not a part of. It's just the way of life. Once you make that path, you have to make it to the end, but others are waiting for you to cross your path, good or bad.
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Dude, you know you also always have me. I wouldn't say something like "quit your whining" or "stop crying you p***y" because any logical person knows that it's impossible not to have emotions.
If you ever go through s**t and feel the need to talk to anyone, I'm always here if no one else is.
BTW, Happy b-day. I made a thread for you!