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its me
i wish that ppl would understand
want i been threw
and just love me for who i am
been threw alot and because of that
i'm always scared
and i pray to god that ppl i know
realy care
i'm never happy
i come on here to get away
from my thoughts
from my past
and from all this pain
ppl say all of that will go away
but they never stop to listen
to wat i really have to say
i never leave the house
ppl always stop and stare
i've almost been mulested
and for that i run away
from all the ppl
thats been there for me
everyday
i dont trust anyone
if i get to close
i feel traped
i have to leave
i hurt alot of ppl
just because of that
i know no one
will read this
but if they do
they'll know the truth
about my life
and why i do
everything that i do
i trust to easy
and help ppl
everyway i can
they never help me bac
but that is just how i am
i give away everything
i have just so that
they'll care
but i know that
the ppl i love
wont always the there.....