1 DAY LATER-
Dear God, i just wanted to say that i love you a lot, and i thank you, yes i know that this war didn't turn out pretty, but i knew that i would still be pretty at the end, lord, i knew that you were there when they said rude things, i know it was a really nasty war, but I'm glad that i still came out the way i went in, i didn't want to be abused or hurt when i came out, i still wanted to learn a few lessons and still come out pretty. God, i thank you for the gift you gave me, i was at a prayer meeting last night and i heard what i really needed to hear, someone said that God just told me my gift, i had no idea, lord, you told that person to say the correct things and i thank you for it, he said that i am David and i will have to fight Goliath soon, but before David killed Goliath, he fought a bear, then a lion, God, you sent him training before he faced a giant, i just fought the Bear, God, i don't know if i could face a giant, fighting a bear was hard enough... Lord, as i said, i just thank you for letting me live everyday, having a roof over my head, having clothes on my back. I don't care what the kids at school say, i don't need the "new style" of the week, i just thank you lord for giving me all that i have, i just ask you to help me fight this Lion so i can behead the giant and get the fights over with, this is not fun....
God, help me.
Jesus name, amen.
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This was a prayer, from my friend... I have the same gift as her, i heard her praying so i got on the computer and started to write it down, the bear that i fought was my grandmother, she abused me... I will have a lion soon, the bear that she just fought was a neighbor, abusing neighbor, her friend is her neighbor also, her friend's mother was a abuser and the father, the kind of abuser that keeps it from the mother, sisters, brothers and everyone.... The friend only told her, and she didn't know if she should call the police or anything, they got out of it... The ending of this story, its funny, sad and the best thing that ever happened in her life.
Enough blabbering for tonight
-Angel & Sarah
