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LOL so I was talking with Ross and Caramel earlier today in RS and we were going on about Kuroshitsuji.. apparently there's a good chance that couple will move down here to Austin, Texas, so we will all meet up and I will have to drive them to A-con one year so that we can hang out. OMG. That is some srs fun stuff. They want to be Ciel (Caramel) and Sebastian (Ross) from Kuroshitsuji, and I was like, whut, who would I be? And then they said I'd be Grell and hang all over them. These guys are gay, man. Why do they want a girl hanging on them? Lol.

Man, now they're going on about me living with them. That'd be fun. Of course, then it's Frostdart, Caramel, Ross, Don, and me. Guess who's NOT a gay guy. Great. Lol. But they're all nice guys. I just feel alone right now, and I have no reason to dampen their moods with my sour loneliness. I know they're just kidding though. I wouldn't live with them, and they aren't really offering. We're just going on about how fun it would be. And when that reality comes crashing down.. yeah. That's when it starts to hurt, when the jokes start to hurt. Because I thought of them as possible realities, and then I realize, just fantasies!

We are being so retarded. I love this group. Haha. It's just Ross, Caramel, Don, and Frostdart. So funny. Sometimes. When we're not having pissant contests. We're pretty damn good at those too. I just showed them the Hypothesis Loveless video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-m9w75bkvY) and we're all going on about flying cars and foot fetishes.

I really feel alone right now. Damn. I thought about talking about my feelings, but.. but.. I can't anymore. It's lame, and I'm broken, and just.. whatever. It really is just whatever now.

I can't get over this picture. I love it. http://lanwu.deviantart.com/art/the-Whisper-122690978 If it were up for sale on Prints, I would buy it in an instant.