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We Care - Self Harming Support - We Love You <3 Go to post 1110 Lifestyle Discussion Mon Nov 23, 2009 5:07 pm
@Sidriel
Its less addiction, more craving when I'm uber down.
But I can't really escape it, it is my home. My true home.

I'm pretty sure I wont be getting ECT, I may be getting pills. I'm not sure which ones. My mate whos house I always escapes to, told me to try them for 2 weeks. I might consult my doctor about that though.

I never get stressed around christmas, nevr have never will do, its just not stressful. Long term, I have been anxious for a long time, and I know the drugs aren't a cure I'm not even sure if I want them. I know they can help, but the side effects they seem so horrible, vomiting diheara (sp?) constipation, I dont want any of them. And thoughts of suicide, THATS HORRIBLE, I couldn't put myself through that, not again. I never want to be there again.

I'll ask my doctor which one she would be giving me, and ask the side effects and about just being able to try it
hmmm :/
We Care - Self Harming Support - We Love You <3 Go to post 1110 Lifestyle Discussion Sun Nov 22, 2009 9:52 pm
@ Sidriel
I'm not often alone in my room, as I have my computer and I am generally at my friends house. But as recently some sh*t came up and I wasn't really myself, a lot started to build up. And my doctor has suggested I go on some anti-depression pills to lower my anxiety, that got to me.
I dunno
I wish I hadn't
I might have gone to his last night. And stayed on friday
Its all a lot of pain
And I want things to get better rather than worse.
I can only be somewhere else if they want me there. And that sh*t really isn't helping
stupid emotions ¬_¬
We Care - Self Harming Support - We Love You <3 Go to post 1110 Lifestyle Discussion Sun Nov 22, 2009 6:59 pm
Its not a competition.
So what if you deal with more than that, lots of people do. I deal with a lot too.

It doesnt help making things into a competition because its stupid
Smoking Gone? GOOD! (Updating list!) Go to post 96 Site Feedback Sun Nov 22, 2009 6:17 pm
Ceana Hikari
You, sir, are awesome.
agreed
Oh, the cig ban is true? That's funny, Gaia. Go to post 55 Site Feedback Sun Nov 22, 2009 6:01 pm
(Y)
Thumbs up

They even have a six pack of beers, they need to get rid of that, its causing me to want to drink more than I used to causing me to be an alcoholic....wait they're not real
I must be stupid haha
What I dont't get is Go to post 6 Site Feedback Sun Nov 22, 2009 5:50 pm
But it seems like all the items now are unisexed apart from a few.
It just annoys me
Because they've been doing it for a while, and I've wanted one since 2 years ago now.
What I dont't get is Go to post 6 Site Feedback Sun Nov 22, 2009 5:43 pm
Why can't the female avatars wear the wetsuits...men can wear bikinis, so why can't women wear wetsuits.

I used to like surfing, and I wouldnt mind having a surfy kind of avatar, but I can't have a proper one that I want.
Anyone agree?
Why Not Just Put A Disclaimer In The Description? Go to post 68 Site Feedback Sun Nov 22, 2009 12:06 am
I was actualy thinking this earlier today

Just to put bad for your health, this isnt real
but real cigarettes may cause cancer.


Or just for shits and giggles they could bring a new item,
Cancer sticks
Huzzah for Gaia! Way to go! b(^.^)d Go to post 653 Site Feedback Sat Nov 21, 2009 11:46 pm
It sure did, I'm jealous of your skills

I really wish I had that kind of wit.
I really do
Huzzah for Gaia! Way to go! b(^.^)d Go to post 653 Site Feedback Sat Nov 21, 2009 11:38 pm
If I need to smile or laugh at a mockery of something, I'm coming to you Dreadful,
I truely adore this and you now <3
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