@Sidriel
Its less addiction, more craving when I'm uber down.
But I can't really escape it, it is my home. My true home.
I'm pretty sure I wont be getting ECT, I may be getting pills. I'm not sure which ones. My mate whos house I always escapes to, told me to try them for 2 weeks. I might consult my doctor about that though.
I never get stressed around christmas, nevr have never will do, its just not stressful. Long term, I have been anxious for a long time, and I know the drugs aren't a cure I'm not even sure if I want them. I know they can help, but the side effects they seem so horrible, vomiting diheara (sp?) constipation, I dont want any of them. And thoughts of suicide, THATS HORRIBLE, I couldn't put myself through that, not again. I never want to be there again.
I'll ask my doctor which one she would be giving me, and ask the side effects and about just being able to try it
hmmm :/
Its less addiction, more craving when I'm uber down.
But I can't really escape it, it is my home. My true home.
I'm pretty sure I wont be getting ECT, I may be getting pills. I'm not sure which ones. My mate whos house I always escapes to, told me to try them for 2 weeks. I might consult my doctor about that though.
I never get stressed around christmas, nevr have never will do, its just not stressful. Long term, I have been anxious for a long time, and I know the drugs aren't a cure I'm not even sure if I want them. I know they can help, but the side effects they seem so horrible, vomiting diheara (sp?) constipation, I dont want any of them. And thoughts of suicide, THATS HORRIBLE, I couldn't put myself through that, not again. I never want to be there again.
I'll ask my doctor which one she would be giving me, and ask the side effects and about just being able to try it
hmmm :/
