I thought I was happy...

[Stephells the Soviet]

I am having a Issue that I would like to be solved
When I first came to Gaia I was excited and happy
I was amazed by gaia's unlimited options and freedom
But as I got use to reality all my happiness seem to just drain away slowly
I notice that people discriminate on how people's avatars look like and how they act
I would always notice that someone who was richer and looked cooler always got the most attention.
So I bought some Gaia cash cards with my spare money I had left and got some nice items for my avatar. Then I realized that I was still a loser....
I really took note when I noticed that most of the popular people were either ninja's,Angels, or Demons. I also saw that the cool items were collectibles worth up to 10 million to as lowest as 400 thousand. But I said "what the hell I don't need those items" and went on with my pathetic life as usual. Then when i went to bed I realized what a selfish a*****e I am for always wanting more and not thinking of how other people would beg for items like mine. So now I'm depressed and I don't know what to do with my life...
Sorry for pouring out my life story but I need some guidance before I step into a trap hole

[SubconsciousDump]

Man, your avatar looks really cool @_@

[Celt05]

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

[Stephells the Soviet]

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

[joseph is in love]

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

well then you tell them to stfu and go on with your life im mean god ive had wosre problems then yours. go ahead be a poet with words what are they gonna do get mad and call you gay so what poets are cool they show that they use their brain

[Granting Freedom]

I think it's stupid when people get all excited over people have nice a** items and are rich. It just means either A. they really worked hard and were here awhile or B. they spend too much time on gaia. I don't care if people on here hate me or not. I don't care who's avatar looks nice and who's don't. The avi is all about expressing yourself. And if someone is gonna brag or pick on others. Well they're pathetic for wanting attention. I mean today someone called me a noob because I wouldn't sell my tickets for 1g a piece but last time I checked normal people usually sell at average price. But then again I wasn't offend because I'm not a noob, and I work hard for my s**t. So don't try to fit in, you'll make friend with people who are just general friendly, that's what I do.

[Ballard Carael]

They are right you know. I haven't spent a dime for what I have (in fact I got it from my brother twisted ) And I think my guy looks cool for now, until I very slowly but surely get the avatar in my signature that is at the very top.

[Granting Freedom]

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

When you say I want to a poet, do you mean you like writing poetry, cause I think that's neat, I write a lot.

[ShadowKazama]

(Advice about gaia to make you rich faster)

Dude same here Gaia great got board buy cash card.... same story almost just don't get too greedy like me and get hack for trying to make more gold or get free item. Quest or sell item. All thing come in time and buy all the item you want and keep them don't sell them for profit cuz you regret it later trust me you will I done this 500 time. Best way to get rich collect free stuff save for a couple year sell when price the highest. Game item make a little gold so does zomg was t of time but zomg is fun anyway ticket and token make the most out of game item. Don't buy too much cash card cuz MC price mostly go down then up unless it really anime base or awesome (super rare to be consider awesome by 50% of gaian. )Arena doesn't work cost more money to make the avatar you got win than 50k being offer. Last piece of advice gaia get boring but don't quiet cuz it does get better once in a while.

[Stephells the Soviet]

joseph is in love

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

well then you tell them to stfu and go on with your life im mean god ive had wosre problems then yours. go ahead be a poet with words what are they gonna do get mad and call you gay so what poets are cool they show that they use their brain

Do you think its that simple?
I lay in bed all night wondering what my friends will think of me when I grow up
whats gonna happen when I walk into the world ready to explore
am I going to hit a dead end and fail at life? I don't know
Or maybe I might die a early death and never get to see this wonderful world
So think about for a sec before you judge someone right off the bat

[XianKai]

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

Most people only consider it (poetry/spoken word) to be lame because they don't understand it nor do they take the time to understand it. That's their own fault and you can't let that stop you from doing what you want---your passion.

If you live life according to how society says you should act, look or be then you are living someone else's ideals. Forget that. I agree with Celt05. You can only be happy as you. Even on Gaia. For those people who give you crap for what you do on Gaia give them a royal "screw you" and keep on trucking. They weren't going to contribute to your life or your gold count anyway so what have you lost? Nothing.

I am sure you have found that some gaians are harsh and are not tolerate of what you say or how you feel. I have been banned on another avi because people didnt like my religious views and complained about it. You nor I are here to make everyone happy. I can easily block folks or ignore their rants. My day is not ruined. My life isnt derailed because they didn't like me.

You will have to accept though that Gaia will always be a fad driven site. New things are always coming out and ppl are rushing to get the newest items. The want of things will never be satisfied unless you are content (which it is hard to be on this site). And as your observant little eyes have seen the Angel, demon, black and cute items tend to reign supreme. If you choose to buy those things that it your decision. If people try to dog you out because you don't have those items then they just showed you how shallow they can be (and how they like to judge because they feel protected by hiding behind a computer screen and keyboard).

Don't worry about all the fluff and hype gaians put out there. You life your life on gaia as you see fit (and within the terms of service) smile

[Stephells the Soviet]

Freedom2709

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

When you say I want to a poet, do you mean you like writing poetry, cause I think that's neat, I write a lot.

Yes I want to take special classes in poetry

[joseph is in love]

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

joseph is in love

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

well then you tell them to stfu and go on with your life im mean god ive had wosre problems then yours. go ahead be a poet with words what are they gonna do get mad and call you gay so what poets are cool they show that they use their brain

Do you think its that simple?
I lay in bed all night wondering what my friends will think of me when I grow up
whats gonna happen when I walk into the world ready to explore
am I going to hit a dead end and fail at life? I don't know
Or maybe I might die a early death and never get to see this wonderful world
So think about for a sec before you judge someone right off the bat

i was pissed already saw your post and let off steam. i dont judge people on how they look or what they talk about i judge them on how they react to me. life is always gonna have a dead end you have 2 choice blow it off or keep it with you as a reminder of a mistake

[Stephells the Soviet]

XianKai

S_T_E_P_H_E_L_L_S

Celt05

it seems you are trying to be happy as someone else and the truth is you can only be happy as you. Quest to find you and you may solve your problem.

but see thats the problem
I can't be me because if I do I will get dogged for it
I want to a poet with words but most people consider that lame and "Gay"

Most people only consider it (poetry/spoken word) to be lame because they don't understand it nor do they take the time to understand it. That's their own fault and you can't let that stop you from doing what you want---your passion.

If you live life according to how society says you should act, look or be then you are living someone else's ideals. Forget that. I agree with Celt05. You can only be happy as you. Even on Gaia. For those people who give you crap for what you do on Gaia give them a royal "screw you" and keep on trucking. They weren't going to contribute to your life or your gold count anyway so what have you lost? Nothing.

I am sure you have found that some gaians are harsh and are not tolerate of what you say or how you feel. I have been banned on another avi because people didnt like my religious views and complained about it. You nor I are here to make everyone happy. I can easily block folks or ignore their rants. My day is not ruined. My life isnt derailed because they didn't like me.

You will have to accept though that Gaia will always be a fad driven site. New things are always coming out and ppl are rushing to get the newest items. The want of things will never be satisfied unless you are content (which it is hard to be on this site). And as your observant little eyes have seen the Angel, demon, black and cute items tend to reign supreme. If you choose to buy those things that it your decision. If people try to dog you out because you don't have those items then they just showed you how shallow they can be (and how they like to judge because they feel protected by hiding behind a computer screen and keyboard).

Don't worry about all the fluff and hype gaians put out there. You life your life on gaia as you see fit (and within the terms of service) smile

Thank you very much for your wisdom
I understand that I have my own life
thank you alot
You have my full gratitude