Kraiola
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Post: 56443535_1 created on Mon Nov 23, 2009 5:00 amPosted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 5:00 am
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Because it seems Iike I do.
My friend says that it's pretty much the result of someone denying or constantly avoiding an emotion. When I say apathy, it's just when I don't care about talking to people or anything they say. I don't like watching television because I can't process what they're saying or what's going on. I drift off. I just return to the inner recesses of my mind on a frequent basis, and if caught drifting longer than ten minutes, I normally stay drifting. It's hard to snap me out of it. I just repeat this routinely throughout the day until it's wasted. I have to talk myself to get out of the bed, to quit being so lazy, and to actually do things. I know that sounds extremely lazy, and it is, but it is mentally exhausting because I find myself at home and completely comfortable when I get introverted like that. It just gets bad because at the time I don't really give a damn about anything that occurs outside my mind, which is scary because nothing I'm thinking about really makes sense. It's just pieces of random, mindless nothing that I dwell on to tick time away. And I start feeling sad and like everything is insignificant and what's the point? And I don't know what it is. I just wish it'd stop. |
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