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*sleeps*
Neither of you are coming to Open Mic Night, right? |
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I wasn't planning on it, no...
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Y'know, I realize that I do ask the same questions over and over again (Well, I asked a new one in regards to my birthday, =P), but yeah, I get your point. And I know, you guys do put up with me, for some odd reason, but... being the kind of person that I am, I can't help but hope that someday, he'll say something to me. Granted, I have a feeling that I'll be incredibly bitchy to him, as a reflex, but ... I do want to reconnect with him. Whether I can do that, is a different story, and it's not like he's making it any better. I just... need to detach myself long enough so that nothing in regards to that will hurt me anymore. It'll take a long time, I know...
And don't worry, I'm not wreaking my own destruction. I don't feel half as shitty as I did a few months ago, so there's the silver lining. In fact, I'm feeling much much better. Sure, my hatred towards guys has strengthened (but that's nothing new), but I do have a much better focus on more important things, at least in my opinion. Aaaaaaaaaand, on a side note, holy sheet, I'm going to be 18 in a month. Hah, it's not like anything else will change, lol. The only thing I'm looking forward to in the near future is my trip to Spain and France. =D I'm just not looking forward to the me-not-having-friend-friends-on-the-trip-with-me-so-I-predict-that-I'm-going-to-be-alone-for-most-of-the-trip feeling. I'll have my journal with me, just to keep me occupied. (I'm bringing the journal that you gave me, Sarah!) |
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Ivy~ Yay! France is beautiful, though I've never been to Paris. The people, mnot so much. >.> I've never been to Spain though... And you'll be legal soon! =D *hugs* I'm not going to Open Mic Night, it's the last night my family's here.
Kira~ You can call any time. It doesn't bug me. I don't have a door handle. And Brianna's being a jerk about it and trying to blame me. -.- There's a hole in my door... And I didn't get my nap after my one-hour-of-sleep last night. Dad decided to interupt that. (I'm done whining. =p) |
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@Shinitai: I just checked the itinerary and it says that we're going to Paris! It's a shame I don't speak French. XD
Plus, legality doesn't mean that much to me. |
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Legality for me means I get to do as I want in the world. >.>
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Just as long as you don't take over the world, Pearly. *hugs*
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Aw.... But I wantsa take over da world. >:3
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-yawn-
I really do dislike IB, sometimes. |
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*hugs Pearl*
Ivy~ Cool, but I think it's somewhat overrated. Take pictures! =D And legality is cool, a bit... |
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@Shinitai: I will take pictures! Only because if you take some cool pictures, and submit it to Explorica (the tour company), if it's really good, you could win up to a $500 giftcard for Amazon. xD
@Kira: Hi Pearly~ *hugs* We missed you guys at Open Mic Night tonight... Diego showed up! And Chrystal was all girly around him, hahaha. That was so funny. XD |
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I'm feeling a tad bit sad right now...
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Ivy~ Nice... I honestly don't think I could've gone, even if I wanted to... Why sad?
Beastly I wanna see it... =3 |
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Chrystal? Girly? Blasphemous!
What she said... why sad? |
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